My Depression Story

sixth grade

In sixth grade Hanna disappeared and i became more loud,funny,cool,and out going. I fell in love with a boy named Jadon. I liked him,he liked me. I never got the courage to ask him out. I could talk to him for hours without trying. He understood me. I wanted to tell him but never did. One day Jadon left and never came back to my school. Savannah sat next to me on the bus and didn't really talk to me much. Shelby and Janine were my squad. We talked about everything. Everyday i felt less and less... Well... Me. I wanted to stay in bed to never get up. I never told anyone about it. I just said I'm tired. At breakfast i sat with Morgan. She was a good friend. I never told her but in the back of my head their was always a voice saying "don't eat that fatty! You will break the seat." i never really cared though. In my fith period this kid named Alex always called me Tessa tubby. It really bothered me. The teacher heard it but didn't care. In my seventh period Peirce kept calling me names saying I'm to fat.  Or to ugly for the school. He called me Mrs.piggy. my friend Berklee is short for her age. So he called her smurfet. I would keep thinking its all true. I'm going into seventh grade soon. Yes I'm a pre-teen with depression. On the first day of summer i tried to hang myself. I cut myself too. No one stopped me. They just asked if I'm OK. Like theirs a right answer to that. I still have depression so right now its like a war fight to the end or die trying. Right now i think i prefer the second option. This story didn't include everyone who made me suffer but i got some people in. If you are reading this and know who i am and your name is in this then "welcome to your tape"

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