The missing Key

This Is It...

On the way back to the house all i could think about was her. How much we lookedlike each other. How much I miss her and i can't ever see her.Reading al those novel i wish that my sister never died and that one day soeeone would be at the door and it woud be her. That's what i wish but lets be realalistic, coud that could never happen. Once a person is dead they are dead. Unless by some unaturel reoccurance she was made a vampire.

As much as i miss her i would never wish that upon her. She was so much like me and different at the same time. Thinking back she was so strong. She was the ideal romodel. She protected me. She made a ife for herself and ahe had pride till the very end. She never let people judge her she fought tooth and nail for everything and i wouldnt put it behind her if she wasn't submissive toward my father. She was that special personwho could aways make you smile. And now living with night nd his famiy that's a i can thing about. How much what they have is like what we used to have. Joking , laughing, paying, and bickering.

"Charlee, are you planning n staying in the car forvever? Come on out, its late and yu havent eaten well all day... If you keep this up your nt goin to like what I do to you...."

Slowly slipping out of my trance i saw the outsreched had and took it with mine. For a dead person he sure is warm. I felt safe and i liked it. This wasn't something I was used to. Living with people who said they care and then constantly prove to me they don't . Coming here and feeling it is something completly different. I want to be able to enjoy the time i am with them. But will I? Will i allow myself to be happy? Can I?... So far my life has benn constant , one dissapointment over another and then now it has changed. its constant but in a good way.

"Night... do you think that i can go to bed ...now ? I dont have the energy to stay up anymore i just want to sleeep..."

"you should eat something you havent eaten anything all day today...Snacking isnt a good way to eat. And your loosing weight. At this rate im going to take you to the doctors. So, Charlee what are you goin to do are-"

i couldn't even let him finnish because everything just kept going fuzzy and then nothing. No sound, no smell. All of my senses just disspered... Its happeneing again, i though i was doin okay. I wasn eating a little more than before and i messed up again.... Crap I did it know he is deffently going to tske me to the doctors office and to be honest if i go .. a lot more than anyone needs to know is going to come out.

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Many of you have relized that i havent uploaed really there is no excuse all i want to say is that i will be revizing alot so even though it seems like nothing changed i am doing stuuf. Here i the first part or quarter of ch 16 i will be upoading but just adding on tto this particular chapter and others i wi let you know what i am doing and i will try to upload once a week but you guys have to realize having one computer in my house with me and my mum in schoo is diffcut if i had the resources to buy another i woud but at this time i dont plzzz bear with me i am currently woring on something new and when it feature i hope that you will enjoy it. :)