"Thank you but still not thank you" To my first love, thank you for all, everything, anything and more. Even though you created thousands of pain that produced millions of tears. Thank you for those unforgettable memories, those memories that I kept, memories that I enlisted in my heart but still those memories that reminded me that all of those is just a joke for you. Thank you for those messages, those messages that made me begged for your replies. Thank you for those stares, those stares that I even need to gain your attention by looking the prettiest even though I'm the ugliest. Thank you for making me smile, those smiles that behind is an image of my broken self. Thank you for those pain, those pain that made me strong even though I'm weak. Thank you for those tears that you caused, those tears that made me realized that crying because of you is not really a big deal. Again thank you for all of those and I just wanna say that I'm grateful. But still not thank you for making me fall deeply inloved on you so deep that I couldn't move on even though that I am just an admirer of you.
