(FINALLY THE CHAPTER AND SONG AT THE TOP RELATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Nightmare POV: After... the uhh... incident... ... Everyone leaves leaving me alone with Y/n. For a while we sit in silence, but eventually she breaks it
"Nightmare?"
"Hmm? What is it sweetie?"
"I... I-I'm... I'm sorry..." This confuses me
"What for?"
"I... I should h-have told y-you a-about..." her voice is shaky and sorrowful. I interrupt her
"Y/n. You don't need to apologize it's okay. I'm not angry, I am however worried about you... If you need anything and I mean anything you can come to me okay?" She stays quiet... "Y/n?"
"S-sorry..." I sigh at her persistence to apologize for things that aren't her fault and hug her a little tighter.
"I... Nightmare? I just... wanted to... erm..." She's hesitating to tell me something
"Y/n you can tell me! Please I want to know what's bothering you"
"I... uh... I... Error... told me it was a bad idea to but... I feel really bad about not telling you..."
"I'm listening..."
"... Do you remember... the uhh... the day that Error... had his episode..."
"Y-yes?"
"Well uh... he... h-he told me that it was because... two people entered the... off limits room" Oh no...
"Y/n... please don't tell me..." She interrupts me
"I was one of them"
"..."
"Nightmare? I'm sorry I did that and I didn't tell you sooner... Nightmare?" I sit there in silence. I'm not sure what to say... She went in the ONE room she wasn't allowed to... "I'm sorry. I understand that your angry. I broke your rule so... I... I shouldn't stay... I love you but... I disobeyed and that's not acceptable... I... I'll leave tomorrow morning, or sooner if you'd pref..." I finally speak
"No."
"What?"
"I said no. You don't need to leave. I don't want you to leave!"
Y/n POV: "I don't want you to leave!" I'm taken aback by his words
"W-why?! I disobeyed! I broke your rules! I kept things from you!"
"I know..." Why isn't he angry? Why isn't he lashing out at me?! Why doesn't he want me to leave?! Why hasn't he ASKED me to leave?!!
"B-but I..." He interrupts
"You have your reasons for everything you do, and if it wasn't a good enough reason you learn your lesson. And I love you, so... no matter what mistakes you make... there will always be a place for you with me! Whether you decide to stay here or go anywhere in the multiverse. I will ALWAYS love you, and when you return from wherever you go I will be ready for you with open arms." I feel my face turn into fire.
"N-nightmare... I-I-I...I-I..." I'm too flustered to speak properly "l-love y-you too Nighty..." He hugs me a little tighter and I lay my head in the space between his neck and shoulder... I've never felt so comfortable with anyone as far as I can remember...
??? POV: Bete wants this girl... Y/n?... to pay for embarrassing them. Normally I don't like helping people from Au's... or like people from AU's in general... but she is quite persuasive and it gives me a chance to erase people from existence with out a certain small, and annoying skeleton interfering. This is going to be FUN!
Timeskip and Y/n POV: I'm sitting alone in my room, so I pull out my headphones to listen to music. I decide that since everyone is probably out in the courtyard it would be alright if I sing along since they won't hear anything...
"Everything I aspire to be is nothing that will become of me
If my expectations are too far-fetched than just what am I to do?
Give a sign, give a sign
a reason not to die
Give me a chance to prove my worth
I constantly search for a place to cry
Why won't these tears just stop pouring from my eyes?
It's hard to constantly think of the same things
it's just unnecessary to think too much
You always told me stars would guide me back home
Although they only show at night!
You always showed me so much KINDNESS
I don't deserve it
I have failed you too much!
I think my tiny heart is going to split
just leave it be for now!!!
...
Step back from me...
Please leave me be...
this so-deceitful road that I stumble on is never going to end!
It's getting difficult to maneuver
And it's worthless to try and run away
so I'll just hold my hands over my ears
to block out all this noise!
How can I live not knowing what life is?!
sometimes my DREAMs seem to be more realistic
obviously I can't be called HAPPY
than what am I after all?!..." I hear someone clapping and whip around to see Nightmare?!
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