Not That Pretty

2. I wish there was more

Joy pov
'Joy my dress fits amazing', my sister yells from her room.
After i had to shoo her out of mine. My sister and i are really close, like twins even. So we can literally acompany each other all the time. But sometimes we both just need space.
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'Joy how does your outfit.....
Dang baby sis you look great!'.
'Peace don't say that to make me feel good'.
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'Will you stop it Joy!. You are beautiful. And you should defintely have your own clothing shop, because you are really good'.
'I know and i most definetely will'.
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'Yeah you better.
And i'm going to my room to start with preparations for the partyyyyy'.
She walks away and stop at the door and than turns to look at me. 'You are beautiful baby, and i hope that you see that one day'.
And than she walks out the door.
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I know that Peace only said that to make me happy. She is such a good sister. And SHE is beautiful. Her father is white, so she has a beautiful brown skin. Beside that she has full breasts, a round but and wide hips. Not too wide. She is short and she has relaxed hair in a bob hairstyle. She keeps cutting it, because as lazy as she is she says that it is easier to manage.
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And me?. Dark brown. Tall and skinny, not SKINNY, but i do want to gain a few pounds. My breasts are not small, but not big either. I have a nice butt. No not for a skinny girl, it is really nice and one of the two things that i like about my body. My hips are small, but fit for my body. I still want them wider. My hair is at arm pit, which i kinda like, but it is sooo thick. The only thing that i do with it is putting it in a bun.
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Man if i was pretty.
Poop! I don't want to go. But i can't tell Peace that, because she always wins. Believe me that girl alwayyyys wins. Even my aunt can't compete with her sometime. That is why she will be an amazing lawyer.
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And i'm still standing in front of the mirror, looking at myself. 'I just wish that there was more'.