Selena's POV
It was around 10 am, I had woken up got ready and sat waiting in the kicthen for everyone to show up so we could go on this stupid damn boat trip. I was about to get up out my seat and go back to bed when Fredo appeared.
"Sel! You look great, loving the bikini! Are you excited for this boat trip?"
"Ah thanks Fredo, uh. Kinda. Seems like you are though!"
"Yeah too right I am!"
More faces started to appear and we all sat, waiting for Justin to come down to the kitchen. I started helping Fredo pack some food as Scooter spoke up from the awkward silence.
"Finally! You two took your time."
My eyes instantly moved to Justin and Chantel holding hands. Chantel looked beautiful, she was wearing a light blue swimsuit and her hair was straight and looked amazing.
"Sel don't stare" I had fredo whisper in my ear.
Shit. I was really staring.
I carried on helping Fredo and by 11AM we were all walking down the beach to the boat.
A few fans stood waiting on the beach when one shouted.
"SELENA IS THERE OH MY GOD SELENA!"
A young girl came rushing over and asked for a hug.
"We love you Sel."
I felt everyones eyes on me, but they soon moved to Justin.
We all carried on walking to the boat and wow. Fredo hada reason to be excited it was massive!
Everyone was getting on to the boat when another young girl stopped me.
"Hey, please can I get a picture?"she asked sweetly.
"Yes sure honey!"
She spoke up again looking up at Justin who was staring down at the two of us from the boat.
"Will you be in it too?You're both my idols and it would be a dream come true"
I looked up at Justin who nodded and jumped down off the boat. The little girl handed her phone to her mom and we all stood in line for the photo, I put my hand around the girl and felt Justins hand around her to. He grabbed ahold of my hand and didn't let go.
The picture was taken and the young girl hugged us both goodbye, in tears.
"Jay-Justin. What was that?"
"What was what?" Justin replied bluntley climbing back on to the boat.
"Nothing" I replied climbing up on to the boat next to him.
We all were finally on the boat and ready to go.
Me and Fredo sat on the sunloungers up on deck whilst a few sat in the inside, drinking and chatting.
"Are you ok Sel?Is it just weird seeing him and her or what?"
"I guess so, I just don't know how its happened so fast and like him getting another girlriend is just weird. I told him I loved him 3 days ago when he was arrested. I was so worried... yet he was banging her?! I just don't get it."
"I wouldn't stress over it. He loves you.He will realise soon."
"It wont be the same Fredo! You know that"
Fredo shrugged his shoulders and put in his headphones. I pulled out my phonea and had a scroll through instagram. Justin had uploaded a picture of him and Chantel in bed this morning.
I felt like throwing up. But there was legit only one way around this.
Annnnnd that meant, getting drunk and flirting with Justin?
I got up from the sunlounger and walked into the inside bit of the boat where sat, Chantel, Justin, Ryan, Scooter and Usher.
"Hey mind if I join!?"I asked shaking a bottle of tequlia.
I went and sat next to Justin on of the couches and offered everyone a shot. The shots were flowing in and pretending to tolerate Justin and Chantel was far easier when drunk.
I had to make a move or nothing was ever going to happen. I put my hand on Justins leg and whispered into his ear. No one even really saw but Chantel. I could tell she was pretending not too see but she sure did.
"Jay, baby?Sleep in my room tonight?"
I pulled back and smiled at Justin, he smiled back at me and nodded and Chantel all of a sudden spoke up.
"So Selena... how is it being 21?"
"Its ok - It's kind of hard as apparently turning 21 automatically means you're an alcholic!"
Everyone laughed including Chantel.
"The media is so silly, I look up to you guys being able to handle it. Especially you Jay" She put her hand on his and interlocked her fingers with his.I could see him slowly hold her handback.
She smiled at me.
Bitch.
I had to think of something else to do.
"Justin, I forgot to tell you..."
"What?" Justin turned to me.
"Well it kinda involves you too Scoot." Scooter looked up from his phone.
"I kind of want to make a music video to love will remember...? And I kind of want to use old pictures of me and Justin. Video clips... maybe even have him in it. I really want this song to mean something. I don't want to use another guy or something..."
"Oh Sel, really!?" Scooter replied.
I watched Justin let go of Chantel and place his and on my leg.
"Thats amazing babe. We definiatly have too."
I smiled at Justin and kinda felt my heart do the thing I didn't want too.
UGH I love him so much.
