Back In Town

Chapter 8: not going to happen

I can't believe it..... he likes me. I see him around lists of girls before but out of everyone me. That dude is nuts. Yeah we did it but hell when ever we had sex I always thought of Double D. I loved him then and now I don't know. Maybe I should take a chance with Marcus but then again I know him all to well. He never stays loyal why would he start now. And then Double D is only using me for sex to because his girlfriend cheated on him. What to do. What can I do I need double D but then I don't want to push Marcus away if it turns out I like him. FUCK I HATE MY LIFE!!!!! I hear my name being called out.

"Yeah"

"Marie can I talk to you."

I look up and see Double D. Shit did he hear all of it?

"What up?"

"I heard what Marcus said and what you said after."

Fuck everything I am really screwed now.

"How much of it?"

"All.... and no I am not using you but I admit it was my plan, not to use you but to..this is weird but I can't stop thinking about you when I got back all I wanted to do is see everyone again but when I saw you I couldn't keep my eyes off you and when you said I couldn't be your freind that hurt ..alot..I really wanted us as freinds.."

"Friends okay we can b-"

"Wait I am not done but that was when I had a girlfriend when I found out she was using me yeah it hurt but I was happy however I still wanted to be close to you so I heard you needed help so I was ecstatic to lend a hand...one day I saw you with him I kind off lost it"

"Wait a minute you where envious of him why? You had everything a beautiful girlfreind a carer that got you money and you have freinds your set for life why be envious of him? "

"Cause he was able to kiss you and do all that okay...so I called you about the tutoring thing and made that deal."

"Why do all that over a small thing ?"

"It was because it was you I wanted to you to see I was better and that he was out of your league ..I am sorry"

"I am too"

"Why? I did all that stuff why are you-?"

"Cause I can't stand the sight of you with someone else and I couldn't be good enough or strong enough to let you go."

"Looks like there is only one solution to all of this...Marie Kanker will you be my girlfriend?"

"The thing is I want to say yes but I know I will just bring you down I'm sorry but-"

"Marie
Double D hugged me like no one else I was so happy. He let go and I felt like I had Jelly legs all over again.

"Double D I don't know?"

"Why not?"

"Cause I am..I'm"

"Marie stop just cause your not sure if the complete outcome isn't it worth trying"

"I am scared... What if I do bring you down what if I mess up and you never want to see me again?"

"How can you bring me down or even do something for me wanting to forget when this intire time that I have been here all I want to do is keep you."

I looked at him and saw he really ment it. I closed me eyes to breath but then a soft pair of lips brushed against mine. I couldn't resist and melted in to it. With each kiss he gave me, my heart started to race more and more. We had to seporate for me to give him an answer.

"Double D I ...I can't ...I have to go."

I wiggled my way out of his arms and grabbed my things. I was about to leave but I felt something tug on my arm. I couldn't turn around and look at him I would have been weak and want to melt in his arms again.

"Please just-"

"No!... I lost you once not again."

"What are you talking about? "

He spun me around to face him. I was stareing in those same chocolate eye that stared back with hurt and determination.

"I can't let you go okay .....Marie Please one chance... I promise that nothing is going to be as bad as not even trying in the first place."

And again I gave in to his arms.

"Okay we can try."

"Come on we can skip today and hangout"

"I would like that."

We left the library,got in his car and drive to his house. When we finally want inside I put my stuff down by the leather couch and just plopped my happy ass down.

"Looks like your making your self at home I see."

"Yes, yes I am."

"Come here"

Double D pointed to the spot in front of him.

"Fine ...but why?" As I walked over to him.

"How else would I be able to kiss my girlfriend"

I started to blush at the fact he called me his. I looked up and he leaned down and brushed his lips on mine. I felt his arms wrap around me, I was so happy I jumped in to his arms. Double D caught me then pushed me up on the wall. As his kisses started to fall on my neck and then to my chest I felt his hard penis against me. My heart was pounding I started to breath heavly. He took me to the bedroom and layed me down. He ripped my shirt off and pulled my jeans off. He was so excited that Double D didn't hold back. I pulled on his shirt wanting it off he yanked it off then he grabbed my underwere and took it off . He started to kiss me and leave a trail of hot smoldering kisses down my neck to my stomach then my thighs. His lips and tongue left me feeling dazzed and there it was his lips kissing my most sensitive spot I started to moan and each kiss he gave me I started to get louder. He came over me and then I felt it. He was teasing me and rubbing his hard dick on me. I was getting so hot that I begged for it. He smiled at me and thrusted it in me. I arched my back at how good it felt. Double D kept thrusting until I was so dazzed I couldn't speak.

"Damn Marie let's go all night"

I smiled to let him know I am all in.