C H A P T E R~E I G H T E E N

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I walked up to ethan and Graysons house
I know meredith is here bc her car and because she can't get off instagram to save her life

I knocked on the door
"Open up big brotha!"I yelled to Grayson

Gray opened the door wearing only sweatpants and his hair was wet...guess he just got out of the shower
"Wheres meredith?"I asked him
"Upstairs with e...better knock first"He said
I bit my lip
Ew
And im going to cry after this...
"I'll be back down soon..then you wanna get some food?"I asked Grayson
"Sure"He said

I went upstairs and hesitated before knocking on the door

"What"I heard ethans husky voice
I opened the door
Ethan was laying in the floor scrolling through his phone
Meredith was on the bed doing the same

"Can i uhm...talk to you both for a second"I said
Ethan jumped at the sound of my voice and looked up

"Yeah"He said standing up
I sat on the bed and he sat beside me
"Whats up"he asked
Meredith screamed into the covors

Ethan rolled his eyes at her
I chuckled to myself

"Meredith..Ethan...i just wanted to get a few things off my chest...and im not here to fight"I said

Not today...

I looked to meredith
She rolled her eyes at me

Bitch i just wanna slap you off the back off this be-
FOCUS

"Cobgradulations...meredith...the only thing i'll ever want...now belongs to you..."I said
She looked confused
I bit my lip to keep from crying
...it wasn't working

"P-please!...please t-take care of him.Make sure you a-always make him smile"I said
Tears where struggeling to get out of me
Ethan was listening...i know him too well.
But im not gonna hide this
"Even when he's sad,stressed,mad,bored...always make him smile"I said
"Make s-sure you always remind h-him how much he's l-loved"I said
She scoffed

Um gonna choke yo-
Stop.
"NEVER ...ever take him for g-granted...and -n-ever let him f-eel one ounce of lonliness...i know he'll try to do the same -f-for you"I said

"He obviously loves -y-you...and you b-BETTER..love him even more back..."
"You have the boy...so m-many girls would die for"
I began to feel shaky and started to cry
I pointed to ethan
"The boy i-i would die for....s-so cherrish e-every moment..."I said
Meredith was laughing at me

"LISTEN TO ME!"I yelled startelling her
"NEVER! EVER! LET HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE DROP!...don't let him f-forget....how much he-is worth....your so lucky meredith...p-please protect him
Okay?"I said
Meredith slowly nodded

"You have--everything...i e-ever wanted.."i said
I started crying more but i tried to contain it

"Lo-love h-him with -all y-you have....h-he's my e-entire world....a-and i...i- love him...f-forever -nothing -w-will change t-that"I said

My eyes are waterfalls now

"I-m begging ..you"I said
Meredith looked confused
Ethan was laying with his head tilted away

I walked out of his room and closed the door

Grayson was ready to go...now i had a mingrain from crying

Grayson cheered me up with some chinese food
"Gray...how come you don't have a girlfriend"i asked him

He laughed
"Kind of question is that?"He says

"Im serious..You are so. damn. hot.Gray! kind...your just such a great human Grayson!!!your ....all the nice words i can think of! ...shit! I don't even know!...your to precious for this cruel world what the fuck!"i said

Grayson was laughing
"Well thanks"He said
I slapped him in the face
"OW what was that!"He said
I pulled his mirror visor down

"Look in this mirror Grayson!!!
YOUR A GOD BOY!!!!!"I said squeezing his cheeks making him look

He laughed
"I don't know....guess im scared...of getting hurt...being rejected.."Grayson said

"Well for those who reject you...their stupid.."I said

He smiled
"You and ethan deserve nothing but the best...and don't you ever forget that grayson"i said
"Okay"He said emotionlessly
"Don't"I said
"I won't"He said

A few minutes went by

"I heard what you told meredith..."He said
I looked out the window

"It's so unfair"He said
I nodded
"Ethan's happy...that's all that matters"I said

"How long are you gonna keep saying that how long are you gonna keep letting him hurt you!"Grayson asked

I looked at grayson
"If Ethan Dolan hit me with a car i would say thank you!"I said

"Can we just...not talk about ethan.."I said

"Sure..."Grayson said
"Who you going to prom with"I changed the subject

"Im not"Gray said
"That makes two of us...movie and pizza?"I asked Grayson
"Probably"Gray said

"It's a date then"I said
He laughed

Grayson dropped me off at home and i went inside

My parents are home...

I put my stuff on the counter

My dad was reading the newspaper and Sarah was making food
"You guys are home?"I said

I got no answer

"So uhm...what you reading about?"I asked my dad

"Economy"dad said
O fucking kay then!

"Where have you been the past month"I asked them

"Working"Dad said

Sarah snapped around
"And unusually when we come home ...your never here!..where you been going...parties?..Ethan?"She snapped

"Me and grayson...hanging out..but no i don't go to parties and i don't...hang with ethan"I said

"You need to stay away from those boys!"Sarah said

"Why.."I asked her

She glared at me

I walked into the living room..i couldn't beleive what i saw

Two yellow folders ....the tabs said 'DOLAN'

I opened them

All the information on ethan and grayson

They included..
Reckless driving
Drugs
Alcohol
Assault
Battery
Terroristic threats

I walked back into the kitchen and slammed the folders on the ground

"YOU BACKGROUNDED THEM!!!"i yelled at sarah

"We want to make sure your safe and being around those boys is NOT safe!!"sarah said.

"GRAYSON ISN'T GOING TO HURT ME"i said
"And Ethan?...what about him?!"Sarah put one hand on her hip

"Fuck you"i said walking up to my bedroom and throwing the papers out the window


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