Depression

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Today I forced my face a smile,It was for a while,Until I remembered the thousandth mile,Until I remembered that your still not mine,I know tomorrow I'll force myself to laugh,Until I'll remind myself its tough, To live without youAm sure I'll thi...

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Today I forced my face a smile,
It was for a while,
Until I remembered the thousandth mile,
Until I remembered that your still not mine,
I know tomorrow I'll force myself to laugh,
Until I'll remind myself its tough,
To live without you
Am sure I'll think of you and find life rough,
My dear puff,
Forgive me, for being me,
The lie I still am and will always be,
Forgive me for being what they want me to be,
The craving they want me to unfeel,
Maybe I should just stop and unafeel,
Unafeel the pain, unafeel everything,
Unafeel life,
Die.

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