The F@#& Up

The Call

So In case you dont know Sam, he is my cousin. He has autism. He is the nicest kid you will ever meet, but he has a troubled life. Both of his parents are drug addicts. His 14 year old sister is a slut.

On August 25, 2017; I made the call. so as I was taking a bath my mom came in and told me why sam wasn't at school the last couple days. This is what she told me.

 "Hey Jessi, about sam. . . jason hurt him."

"why?"

"sam went to the skate park and got drugged. They gave him ecstacy."

"I still don't understand why jason hurt him though"

"jason thought that sam snuck out with friends and did drugs."

So then I found a counseling hotline and talked to this girl named Meg. This is our conversation.

Me: My cousin Sam is moving to Florida on Tuesday but I don't think it is safe because his dad hurts him. What should I do?

Meg:  Hi there, I'm Meg. I'm Wondering if you could  tell me more about Sam and his dad.

Me: So Sam my cousin is 16 and has autism and I don't think it is safe for him to move. His dad aka Jason is a drug addict and takes everything out on him.

Then she told me to contact Child Protection Services (CPS) so I did. That was the scariest thing I have ever done. At one point she asked will anyone get violent and I said possibly jason if you piss him off.

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That night I was having a meltdown. "I JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE" I screamed as I slid a razor across my bloody wrist. I looked into the mirror at my ugly body thinking "why do I have to have a girl body. Then I realized what i have just done so I called my ex-girlfriend Myca