Poetry Of My Feelings

Pain;

First it's just once

But then it's twice

Your scared when you don't stop

Even when you try

But you go back again

In fear and pain

And you go in once twice

and many more

Even when you feel the pain

At first you don't feel it

So you go deeper and deeper

But then you feel pain

So you look at your arm

And you start to cry

You feel guilt and pain

But some pleasure inside

It makes you alive

But then dead on the inside

And that is the trick

You feel the pleasure at first

But then you get the pain

Then you remember when

You didn't feel this pain.