The 'once was good' Girl.

Chapter 17

"Why didn't you stop them huh?"

"I tried Margret, I tried"

"I don't consider crying as trying to stop a fucking murder!" She yelled at Me

"You know I didn't want you to die"

"But that wasn't enough"

"I had nothing to do! I was helpless! I couldn't help you because I couldn't even drag myself out of this mess!" I yelled, feeling my tears burn their way down my cheeks

"You could at least take revenge"

Revenge?

Revenge..

BEEP.BEEP.BEEP.

I woke up at the sound of my phone alarm, meaning it's 6 in the morning, wait, where am I?

I looked around me, not understanding anything.. Oh.

I remembered everything from last night.. I literally went nowhere

I'm now in my car, basically at the street.

I looked at my phone to find 5 missed calls from mom and 2 From Kina

I skipped mom's calls and called kina

"Hey" I said

"Hey, where are you? Your mom called me lastnight and she was so worried"

How did mom get her number? And why did she call her??

This is supposed to be private

"I'll explain later, I'm on my way to school"

"Okay"

I drove to school thinking about nothing but my dad's words.

I have a brother. One year older than me.

I can't believe this.

How can I find Him? I don't know, but I sure as hell will.

I parked the car and headed to my first class, not bothering to look at anyone or greet anyone. I just kept my mask face on and the rude attitude ready to be used any time.

I can't handle all the mess in my life alone anymore, I wish I could open up to someone. I wish I had enough courage to open up to someone.

I'm scared.. In fact, I'm frightened.

Daniel's calls means that he wants something from me.. And I'm afraid that I will do the same thing I always did.

I'm tired. And scared. This is the worst day of my life.. Probably not.

-you've been through much more.

Yeah, but at least I knew that I had someone to trust.. My parents.

Now I don't know anymore.

"Earth to Demi" I looked towards the voice to see Tom sitting beside me, smiling

I smiled back at him and tried to hide the hurricane that's inside me.

"What's up" I asked

"Yeah, I'm fine, I had so much fun at the weekend, thanks to your drama of course" he said and chuckled

I hid my head in my hands in embarrassment

"Oh god" I said and heard him laughing beside me.

I looked in front of me, where Ethan usually sits, but he wasn't there