This Book Is Worthless

Someone fucking kill me

Okay so

I need to rant about this

So I started school a month or so ago (wow time flies) and there's 2 new boys and 2 new girls in my class

This one boy, Prince William (geez, what a name to live up to, and we all call him Prince) sits in front of me, one spot to the right.

He's a goddamn player. He leaned back in his chair so it was against my desk, and I was just focusing on taking notes, when all of a sudden, I feel a hand rub my fucking leg.

I jumped back and looked at him like "Who the hell do you think you are. You have the nerve to put your motherfucking hands on my leg"

And sometimes he'll tease me about stuff, like not mean teasing, like teasing me so I smile. He took my water bottle and held it over my head while I jumped around smiling like a fool trying to get it back

But what confuses me  is that he's always trying to do things so I'm always happy. I was in a shitty mood because life's a bitch and he comes over and sits next to me, gives me a hug, and tells me it'll be okay.

I'm the ugliest person you'll ever see, and Prince flirts with me...

It's cute, but... I dunno. Something about him makes me feel... off

I kinda like him, since he never wants to see me upset, but after he rubbed my leg this Thursday, I try to avoid thinking about him.

I just don't know. Emotions have kinda left me, but (oh god I'm sounding like I really like him) Prince has kind of restored it a bit?

I don't know what to think of all this...

Just please fucking kill me, I'm so done with life.