After the football game I went home and reminisced on what they said to me and what happened in 6th grade. The scars were screaming at me to put more there. He was always so mean to me but I still loved him. Through kill ball and him telling me to constantly kill myself because no likes me and everyone wants me dead. He called me fat so I started starving my self. When that didn't work I tried everything I could to please him. I even tried to kill myself several times but nothing is ever enough. Before I went bed I grabbed my blade and cut twice. I then went to bed and had the worst drams ever. Them killing me and I killed myself and he was the happiest person but now I still love him for some reason I can't stop loving him. He is constantly running through my head and there is nothing I can do to stop it. I've tried to forget about him and I've tried to think about everything he has ever done to me and nothing works.
AN: this was hard to write because it's true once again and this is how I do feel. Back to the story
When I woke up I checked over my wrist and then check my phone. I had some notifications from Instagram so I decided to check those first.
I opened Instagram and saw I had some follow requests since my account is private. I open those and see the Ryan Ross has requested to follow me. I accept his request and see I have a DM request and see it's also from Ryan. I open it and read what he said.
"Hello y/n your friend f/n told me about you and he said how much of a fan you are. I also heard about what happened to you once middle school started and I just want you to know even if you are "emo" don't let it eat to you when someone says something about it and your beautiful just the way you are and no one would want you gone and i mean no one even that asshole that told you that. You have some great friends and I hope we can be friends in the future. Bye"
Omg that is super sweet but I'm going to kill f/n. Jk I love him like a brother but seriously how did he get in touch with Ryan Ross? Eh I'll find out later.
Ok so here is the new update and if you want a part 2 just leave a comment I will write a second part. Until next time lovelies
Bye, Adry
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RandomThis is for all the fan girls who love Ryan and it's just whatever my mind comes up with WARNINGS OR TRIGGERS ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 1)some smut maybe 3-6 chapter 2) self harm/depression 3) cussing
