Dedicated to someone I'll love forever
How can I describe how I feel?
I doubt anyone could really understand
Everyone says its going to be alright
And that its only a matter of time
But how can they really understand the magnitude of the pain I feel inside?
I remember when we used to talk about what we'd do if we lost each other
Now I've lost you
I don't have to wonder anymore
The pain is indescribable
The guilt, truly unbearable
I feel like I'm drowning in my own tears
I struggle to breathe but there is no air
These feelings weigh me down
As the seams of my composure threaten to unravel
I try to hold it in
But the tears happen to find their way out
Why didn't I apologise?
Why didn't I say the words?
Why was it so hard?
To tell you how much I missed you
And how much I love you?
I thought we had enough time
I'm sorry I wasn't there by your side
There beside you as you cried and breathed your last
You left with no warning
Leaving a big hole in my heart
I doubt life will ever be same
I'm left with only memories of you
I'm left feeling guilty
For words, spoken and unspoken
Actions, done and undone
I feel I didn't appreciate you enough
With this, I say goodbye
And thank you for being my friend
Even if it was only for a while.
D.I.B
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