Her Heart's Desire

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Jake and I have been through a lot together, but I didn't dare to tell him about Chris. I know what you're thinking just leave the bastard already but I couldn't I loved him. With Jake being my only friend, Chris was the only other man in my life since I had never met my dad. Jake's dad was basically my dad, that kept us close. Suddenly my phone rings and I instantly light up hoping it's Jake but it's not. I let out a deep sigh. Millions of thoughts ran through my head but one echoed like a rock reaching the bottom of a pit "Maybe Jake's not coming back" My overthinking always puts me in a bad mood and coerced my anxiety, but I just brushed it off and enjoyed a moment on the couch watching movies.

I later woke up to a car engine which I knew was Chris. "Fuck!!" I knew I was in trouble. I hurried to the kitchen to at least attempt to find something, QUICK!! As the lock turned I knew it was too late. "Miya!!" He called and my heart sank to the pit of my stomach. "How was work?"I asked. "That's not important Miya, where's dinner?" He said in a soft but stern tone. "I'm just a little behind babe but I'm cooking now" I responded. Chris let out a deep sigh, almost as if he was disappointed. "You've been on your ass all day and my fucking food isn't finished??" He added. You know how in the cartoons you see steam leaving a persons head when they're angry? That was happening now, except we weren't cartoons. "Babe I'm sorry, I fell asleep. I was tired" I knew I fucked up , but it wasn't intentional. I also knew once he was upset? Nothing could stop his wrath. "Sleep huh?" He chuckled revealing his pretty smile. "Tired babe?" He approached me slowly while still laughing. The air was thick, it was almost hard to breathe. "FUCKING TIRED MIYA? You've been on your fat ass all day! I work hard! CEO of a major business and you can never get shit right, fucking idiot" I swallowed his words but each one hot like fire made me tremble. He loved being dominant, it fuels something in him. I watched his eyes switch from anger to lust. Chris grabbed me and pinned me to the wall. "Well I've missed you today babe" he looked into my tear filled eyes and bit his bottom lip. I was nowhere near in the mood, he rarely even turned me on anymore but still, I loved him.

"Please just let me cook you dinner Chris" I begged fighting back the tears in my eyes. "but I want you princess" he smiled at me, wiped my tears and trailed kisses from my forehead to my lips. He knew where to touch me to get me where he wanted me. It's one of the reasons I loved him, sometimes I tell myself that he'll stop and be the man I want him to be... but  maybe that's a fantasy. Chris placed his strong arms firmly under my thighs and placed me on the couch. He buried his face into the crease of my neck kissing and nibbling so soft. "You know I love you right Miya?" He whispered in my ear kissing from my lips to my boobs. I didn't have anything to say, even though it's not what I wanted, Chris terrified me. "Uhuh" I mumbled as he kept kissing lower. "Want me to stop?" YES CHRIS PLEASE STOP !! I wanted to yell but that would only piss him off. "No" I gasped letting out a soft moan as he reached my yoni. His warm tongue twirling in circles made it harder to resist. I could hear my phone ringing, I was hoping it was Jake,  But who was I to stop Chris?

I tried returning Jake's call the same night, but no answer. Jake save me, I need you! Drifting deeper into my thoughts I eventually fell asleep.