Our Love Won't Die

Chapter 30

Matthew's POV:

When I called carter I felt like I wanted to yell at him ,but why do that it wasn't his fault. Jack G is trying to drive as fast as possible but I told him to slow down. I'm super worried right now.... She is gettin surgery since she opened her head when she got hit.

I hope everything turns out okay. After the drive to the hospital we finally arrived. I ran out of the car and ran towards the entrance of the hospital.

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I walked in and as soon as I got in I saw carter sitting down.

"Bro is she okay? How bad was it? Is she gonna make it? How did this happen?" I asked so many questions.

"Bro! Yes, it want that bad I think, yess she will and she lost her balance an da wave dragged her and hit herself on a rock!" Carter answered all the questions I asked.

"Okay!" I said sitting next to him.

"Bro this is all my fault... I'm sorry I let you down!" He said rubbing the back of his head.

"It's okay it's not your fault it's no ones fault! You didn't let's down trust me!" I said trying to make him feel better.

"Yes it's my fault and only my fault if I wouldn't of let her go on her own non of this would of happened" carter said. It looks like he is gonna cry.

"Bruhh! It's not stop saying its your fault when it isn't! Now we need to calm down and hope everything turns out okay!" I said hugging my best friend.

"Okay!" He said looking down.

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We waited for an hour when the doc finally came out.

"Okay Carter I have a bad and good news!" The doc said to carter. WTF?? Sister wait probably he said he was his brother so ohh okay.

"Can we hear the good news first?" Carter asked the doctor.

"Okay good news is that everything turned out okay and she is fine!" He said smiling.

Carter and I smiled really big.

"Now the bad news is... She is gonna be in a comma for a few days or weeks. She is gonna be this way because of how hard she hit herself on the rock it made some brain damages but she i gonna be okay we just need to wait!" The doctor explained to us.

"Alright thanks doc!" Carter said. He was tearing up.

"Fuck this is all my fault! This should be me not her why her!" Carter almost screamed. I hugged him and told him everything was gonna be alright.

It's weird how he is freaking out and not me. Like I care about her it's just that I'm thinking of positive things.

"Bruhh! Wanna go see her?" I asked carter.

"Yeah but you go first!" He suggested. I would go but he really needs to see her so he can clam down a little.

"No bro you go first ill go next! Just go." I said.

"Okay thanks bro!" He said.

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Carter's POV:

Matt suggested I should go first to see Vanessa. I didn't want to go first because Matt is the boyfriend here but I think I needed it more.

I walked in the room she looked peace fool. Thinking of her just laying there asleep for days weeks months brakes my heart. Why her? Why not me? I'm gonna keep blaming myself no matter what because all this is my fault.

I walked towards her and grabbed a chair and pulled it next to her so I could be there with her. I grabbed her hand and put it in mine.

"I'm sorry for all this! I know you can't hear me but I want you to know that you don't deserve to be in this position it should of been me not you!" I said to her.

" I never thought that it would brakes heart just to see you here laying down... Your like my sis but I sometimes don't feel that way when I'm around you I feel like its more than that... I don't know what I feel about you it's a weird but good feeling I get every time your around me I can't explain it!"

"Since the first day I met you I knew you were a special girl but I never thought I would get this close to you like bro and sis... The more and more I'm around you the more feelings I get but I don't know if it's like a crush love or a sis bro love... But I know if I love you more than just friends it wouldn't work because you love Matt and he is like my brother. He is so happy with you and I never seen him this happy ever before but it's because of you and I don't want to this to him.

I can't do this to him or you. It's just that I love you to much and I don't know what that love is. I'm so confused with this feeling I get every time your around me or when you smile. Your smile always brightens up my day when I'm feeling down. I need you more than ever I never thought I would say this but I think I'm Falling in love with you... It's sounds crazy but it's true I'm in love with you and only you... There is something about you that I don't know how to explain it just makes me feel alive!" I said even though she can't hear me.

"I just hope you feel the same way , which I doubt because your so in love wih Matt. I just wish you looked at me the way you look at him when you guys talk there is a sparkle in your eye every time your with him. I just hope that one day you look at me with those eyes it would be a dream come true... I don't what took me to long to figure out that I was in love with you!" I said kissing her not the lips.

The door opened. Shit! I thought to my self. It was Matt.

"Carter do you want something to eg or to drink?" Matt asked.

"Yeah get me a coffee please!" I said. Hope he didnt see anything.

"Okay!" He sis smiling.

"Thanks bro!" I said.

"No problem!"he said closing the door behind him..

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CRAPP! I'm glad he didn't see this.

"Well baby girl I have to leave you. It's Matt's turn to be with you. I would be here all day if I could. Which I could bt Matt wants to be with you too. I will be back tonight and If I'm not ill come see tomorrow morning! Bye baby girl I'm gonna dream of you, we'll about me and you! I love you" I kissed one last time on the lips.

I walked out and closed the door behind me...

** OMFG! Thank you so much for the 1k reads it means a lot! It feels like if it was just yesterday when I had 1 read which was my best friend lol! But really thank you so much it means the world to me! Well ill be updating ether tomorrow or Sunday so yeah bye my loves!

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