Heyy people,
as always please comment, give me critisism on my story so i can try and get it really good for you guys, i still think its a bit crap to be honest, but oh wells... i'll try and update soon
love lauren x
Recap:
Standing at the gates to the school, waiting for me, was Sarah. I'd completely forgotten about our fight last night but I noticed she had an apologetic look on her face that was until she saw Nicky standing beside me with a big grin on his face. Her face turned livid.
"You know what you are Pippa?! You are an absolute fucking BITCH!" she screamed at me, and then ran off. I turned to a very confused Nicky, quickly apologised, and ran after Sarah.
What had I done? I know what I'd done. I'd caused myself to lose one of my best ever friends just by talking to a boy.
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When I rounded the corner Sarah had disappeared. She must have gone inside, I thought, but that second the bell rang. I really wasn't saved by the bell. I walked to my first class, English, with tears pricking at my eyes. My breath caught in my throat and finally one tear slipped down my cheek. I knew it was stupid to cry, but my best friend who I had known since I was 3 had just run off from me. And what had I done? Absolutely nothing, except talk to Nicky. Yeah I know she's obsessed with him but seriously people, it's a free country! I'm allowed to talk to who I like. And what right does she have to stop me. She can't control me, I have my rights. The tears stopped abruptly and my fists started to clench. I could feel my sadness disappearing and being replaced by raw anger at my 'friend'. How dare she think she can get angry at me because I talked to some guy, and how dare she embarrass me like that in front of everyone, and call me a bitch on top of that, just the shouting was bad enough. I decided I wouldn't go and chase her, that was her decision to run off, not mine, I hadn't done anything so I'll just wait for her to apologise to me.
I walked into my English classroom and sat down in my usual spot. Sarah should have been sitting next to me but I was shocked to see her sitting with Emily and Tayla, the school sluts. I hated them and had done ever since I started at my school in year 7. They were bitchy, conniving and fake and the fact that they were in the highest ability levels for most lessons just added to their smugness. Plus they were like copies of one another. They both had long, fake blonde hair, orange faces, big boobs, and had very, very short skirts on. I truly hated them. They were like what Nicky normally is, but ten times worse with the embarrassment. And to see Sarah sat over there with them made my heart sink. The sadness was coming back, but I had to be strong about this.
The lesson dragged on and on, time felt like it had slowed so much that one hour became ten. Every two minutes or so Sarah would look over at me leering, and carry on talking with Emily and Tayla. I was pretty sure they were not liking Sarah sitting with them judging by there faces, they probably thought it was bringing there popularity down.
Finally the lesson ended and I stalked my way out of the classroom, making sure I definitely did not look at Sarah or any of her new 'friends'. I made it to my next lesson which was history. Luckily Sarah wasn't in this class. I sighed in relief and sat down in my place at the back of the classroom. As I was looking in my bag for my books I noticed someone sit down next to me. I looked up to find myself staring into a pair of sparkling blue eyes, the colour of the sky on a summers day, and felt myself sinking into them. "Err hello... Mrs. Dreamer, please awaken from the land of daydreams, her presence is required". I was shocked out of my staring by Nicky's low voice and realized I'd been staring into his eyes for quite a while now. I'd forgotten he was in this class. I shook my head and cleared my thoughts. "Sorry" I said, sheepishly and Nicky chuckled.
