Is This The End?

We were sitting in the middle of the woods. Its where we first met and and where we became engaged. Where we were going to seal it all; where we were going to get married. All in the exact same spot in the middle of these woods. We sat there talking when all of the sudden a loud alarm rang signaling all of us trainees go to the middle of the town.  What could this be all about? We get up and start walking towards the middle of the town "Do you know what's going on? Marco asks i shake my head and respond "No, i thought we had today off until tonight when we choose which squad we'll be joining. We line up in the middle of town once everyone gets there commander starts talking to all if us. "It has been reported that titans are about to get in the city! I want all of you to get together with your groups and make sure they don't get in the city! The Survey Corps will be helping you out through all this so your not alone! Yes many of you may die but if you do you will die fighting against the titans!" I look at Marco who's standing next to me he looks back at me then to the ground. "What's wrong?" i ask him and he looks back at me and starts to cry. "Promise me you'll be okay. P-promise me you wont die fighting out there today." The tears start streaming down his face even more. More and more tears flood into his eyes its sad to see him cry. I wrap my arms around him and say "Don't cry Marco everything will be okay neither of us will die today." He lets out of the hug just a little bit and we share one short and sweet kiss. When we let out of the kiss he says "I will always love you...always and forever...if i die i die a soldier and i will die with the love of you Jean your my one and only." This makes me cry as well and i say to him "I love you too Marco no matter what your the only one for me. When i say forever i mean forever." We walk away from each other and to our separate teams. The mission starts we have to use our training and kill the titans. I must stay safe; i must stay alive for Marco. My minds moving too much i need to stop thinking or i'll get eaten by a titan. We've been fighting for a few hours now i check my gas. I'm about empty i need to get more before I'm completely out. I decide to go onto and start walking down it. I take a few steps i find something no its someone who is it? I take a few steps toward them and i realize who it is. Once i see who it is i just burst into tears. I couldn't help myself it was the worst thing ever. "Marco" I sit down next to him tears streaming down my face. I cant believe it he's gone. I grab him and hold him in my arms for the last time ever. Why did this have to happen? Marco's gone this cant be happening. I sit there crying this goes on for a few minutes until i finally stop. I cant do this i cant live without Marco. I need him with me  what am i supposed to do? How could i live without him? I stand up to get more gas. I can barely stand and i doubt i can walk either. I start taking a few steps and i cant help it i fall to my knees in tears again. Do i avenge his death? Or do i kill myself to be with him? I cant commit suicide though so what do i go with? I will fight i will avenge his death! "Marco where ever you are i will always love you. I will kill as many titans as i can until the very end. Till the day i die i will always be in love with you and only you. No one could ever take your place and it wont happen. I will avenge your death!" I say this out loud i say this and i mean it. I will kill every titan that i can

> 2 years later <

Its been two years since Marco's died. I spend every night missing him how much longer can i keep this up for? I joined the Survey Corps after he died i said id kill as many as i could and i will do that. I stand here during one of our expeditions outside of the walls. How am i not dead yet? I should be dead i cant live any longer i spend all my days missing him. I cant help it i fall to my knees in tears as i did two years ago. Were in the middle of an expeditions why am i doing this? I feel the ground shaking there's a titan coming for sure. Do i let it kill me? I can't move the titan picks me up why cant i move? The titan puts me in his mouth and bites into me killing me in seconds. I'm dead no longer on earth. Once I'm dead the first thing i see is Marco. I run up to him and engulf him in a hug. I'm with Marco now I can now be happy we are together once again.