Chapter 15: Forget About It

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The car trip was not that long but I didn't enjoy it because I have to pretend that I am not part of their crowd. I rode with three of the girls. Ash and Cal rode with Mike and Luke's with Al in her car (a/n: JB's That Should Be Me starts playing in the background).

We arrived at the beach around 7 and we all checked in into our hotel rooms. Pair by pair, since I don't have a pair I'll be sleeping alone.

Luke and Al are always together. Al is a little of a photo lover so she and Luke take silly selfies every second. It hurts seeing them like this.

It feels just like it was yesterday Luke told me that he loves me and that he will never let me go but now I'm just nothing compare it on how he looks at Al. He used to look at me like that. Like I was his world but now he can't even spare me a passing glance. I kmow everything is my fault but does he need to go this far? I mean, this so cruel. I don't even know if he is doing this on purpose.

A nudge on my shoulder interrupted me from my thoughts.

"Hey let's go" Calum exclaimed,

I grabbed my luggage and he handed me my room key.

We rode the elevator but Luke and Al rode the other one. I felt awkward and hurt. Is it because I'm riding this one that's why they rode the other one? I mean the elevator is big enough for the all of us.

I placed my room key on the door and heard the lock beep.

I opened the door and placed my bag on the floor.

I groaned and jumped on the bed.

"WHY THE FUCK DID I EVEN COME WITH THEM?!" I yelled to myself.

I burried my face on the pillows. I don't want to cry again but seeing Luke and Al together kills me.

My phone buzzed.

From: Helen

come meet us at the cafè downstairs :D xx

I didn't replied but I tried my best to get every part of my body to move.

I went down to the cafe and checked them out.

They were all there, well almost. Michael was checking out the buffet with Calum and Helen.

I walked my way towards Ronnie and Ella,

"Hey!" I greeted,

before I could wave my hand at them Ronnie grabbedy wrist and pulled Ella with her, leading us to the comfort room.

"Ouch, you're hurting me" I whined,

"You seem odd" Ronnie exclaimed furrowing her eyebrows, "Something happened, fess up!" She ordered.

What's the point of lying.

I sighed, "OK Ron, if you say so...the truth is..my memories are back" I confessed,

Ella and Ronnie's jaw dropped.

"W-when?" they asked stuttering,

"Three days ago"

"How?!" Ella whispered-shouted in disbelief,

"Remember at the pizza place? I walked out because Luke brought Al and then he followed me"

"W-wait, wait! Luke followed you out?!" Ron asked not believing any word I say,

I nodded, "Anyways, let me finished first. I apologized then I ran off when I ran off I got hit by a car and them when I woke up I was at the hospital and then BAM! just like that my memories are back"

          

Both of them just looked at me like I was a weirdo.

"Guys! promise me you won't tell anyone that I have my memories back. Promise me!!" I begged

They both nodded their heads in unison. I know they still can't believe it but so am I. I hugged them both and they both hugged me tighter.

"I missed you guys so bad" I exclaimed as my voice crack. I'm back being me.

"You don't know how long we waited for this to come" Ella confessed. Her words made me sob.

"I'm lucky I have you guys" I exclaimed as I pull away and wipe my tears.

"But what would you do now? pretend that you still have amnesia?" Ella asked,

"I have no choice, if Luke knew about this it would be a disaster. I mean, he looks happy now. What kind of a person would I be if I take away his happiness? I can't risk it."

They both sighed, "Myle this is hard"

"I know but I love him so much to hurt him more than before."

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Its only 5 in the morning and I had the feeling inside me that I should wake up.

I got up and took a quick shower, grabbed my duffel to get some clothes.

I took my Peirce The Veil crop top and my denim short shorts and my vans.

I don't know what hit me but I wanted to go for a walk on the beach at 5 in the morning it feels like something is pushing me telling me that I should go out and get some air.

There's this urge inside of me.

I made my way as I grab my room key, phone and wallet.

I noticed that one of my keychains are missing but I didn't care, I mean its just one keychain.

I walked slowly because the sand is eating my shoes in every step. I tell you its hard to walk.

I curse every time I take a step because it felt weird and I felt really heavy plus, the humidity outside is making my hair all frizzy.

I don't really know what got me into this. The beach looks awesome though, the waves calmed me and the seagulls are cool. I wish I could also fly like them.

I closed my eyes and opened my arms as I feel the soft crisp air touch my face.

I sighed, my eyes are still closed. All I can see is Luke and Al happy inside my head.

I'm happy for them, at least I know I am.

A tear rolled down my cheek but, someone cupped my face and dried my tear with his thumb. I know who this is because of his touch.

Luke.

I opened my eyes and his looking down at me giving me a warm smile,

"What is a Myle doing here at this time?" He asked as he drop his hand on his side.

"Just getting some air" I answered plainly

"Oh. Are you okay? why were you crying?"

"I wasn't."

"Myle, I know you. Tell me what's wrong"

Guess what Luke! I got my memory back but here's the thing! you don't love me anymore!

"Nothing. I-I uh..I'm just happy. But what are you doing here?"

"I was seated on that rock over there" He pointed a huge boulder by the

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