Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 30

" i hate you Jungkook "

I dropped the wedding invitation, I ran to my room with the tears that kept flowing, I closed the door, my legs was frail and I could not stand, then I kneeled down.

I hit my chest that was congested, I had difficulty breathing, tears kept flowing swiftly, I buried my face, hugged my knees while crying.
"oh God, it hurts too much" I'm sobbing.
My heart broke into pieces.

After a Few Hours

I stopped crying, and I was exhausted, my heart still hurts and I feel this pain will never go away.
I tried to stand up, strengthen myself.
I opened the door, walked with my trembling legs, I walked downstairs to take my phone that I had left behind at the dinning table.

When I got downstair, my eyes focused on the wedding invitations that lying on the floor, the pain spread in my heart instantly as i saw that.

I walked slowly, bowed my body and picked up the wedding invitation.
Then I took my phone, walked into the living room and sat on the couch.

I stared at my phone screen, and until this moment there was no message from him.
Then I glanced at my other hand that holding the wedding invitation.

I took a picture of the invitation, and started typing something.
"congratulations for your marriage, you are so great, don't worry, I'll come to your wedding " (sent)

I sent the invitation picture, and the message below to Jungkook.

Last night he gave me something beautiful, he made me happy, I gave my purity to him, but in the morning he gave me a wound, a painful wound, this wound won't be cured.
And I started typing again.
"i hate you Jungkook, so much" (sent)

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Jungkook Pov
After I talked to my dad, I locked myself in my room, I sat leaning my back on the edge of bed, I was not sleeping all night, and I didn't do anything, my heart felt empty, my life was a mess
I just sat there all day.

Thiw is the 8th time my mom knocked on my door, told me to open it, told me to eat, but I did not listen to her, not even answer her.

Then my phone vibrates, I got a message, I took my phone, and open the message.
I look at the picture, I frowned because the picture is not clear, I clicked the picture, and now the picture looks clear, my eyes widened when I see the picture, there written clearly my name and also.......Jisoo
under the picture there is a caption.

From y/n :
- " congratulations for your marriage, you are so great, do not worry, I'll come to your wedding "

I just froze, my eyes focused on her message.
"she knew that, she knew that" I said in anxious.
I massage my head that starts to feel dizzy
then I get another message.

From y/n :
- " i hate you jungkook, so much "

My head hurt as I read her message.
I threw my phone, banging my head againts the bed.
"she hates me" i said while keep banging my head.
I'm shattered, knowing the fact that she hates me now, and there was nothing that i can do to fix this, I feel useless, I feel like a fool.

It wasn't just her who suffer, but me too, I don't want this marriage even in a dream though.
I feel my world was devastated.