Epilogue

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Bellas P.O.V

I sit there at the end off my 17 year old sons bed. It's 1 am he should be home from the tracks by now,  it's pitch black and my eyes are red and bloodshot. I'm waiting for him to come home as the devastating news.

Just then the frount door slammed as laughing comes from the door, three pairs off feet race up the stairs colliding with one and another.

The door swings open as Tyrone walks in soon followed by Luke and Max.
"b-boys" I forced a smile as my voice comes out weak and in pain.

"mum?" Tyrone calls as tears fall down my face in pain. "mum are you okay?"  his voice laced with concern as he falls down infrount off me.

"she - she passed ty 3:05 am"  I speak my voice fills with sadness as my soul feels with pain and my heart swells. Tears escape like a person captured in a cage.

Tyrone wipes the tears as he begins to cry himself. He engulfs me into a deep meaning-ful hug as I sob.

"no mum please don't cry she's not gone we love her… hope is enough" 

I pull away and wipe my eyes. "can you keep the noise down tonight please" all he does is nod as I walk out to my room crying myself to sleep.

6 weeks later at the funeral.

Tyrone P.O.V

I stood beside her open coffin, her eyelids shut tight laced with golden eyeshadow. I brush her black hair out off her face as her lips laced with pink.

"my whole world" I said my voice cracking at the end.

"Tyrone would you like to say a few words?" the vicor asked I nod and make my way towards the stand. My hands become heavy with sweat and my eyes burning with tears as I look at the sleeping beauty before I pull my attention back to the peice off paper on the stand.

I began with a steady voice.

"take half the tings you said and did,
Plus the time we spent in eachother's arms.
Which means this hurts so much more"

My voice croaked as I looked at the empty coffin before continuing.

"you spent your time to make me happy and laugh,
When people brought me down.
I knew it were to be you who picks me up all the time" I wiped a stray tear.

"the night we spent laughing, even though we knew it was going to take over" I sighed.

" 'i will miss it' is what you wrote on that God dam letter! " I yelled more furious with myself than her.

"your cancer took over you,
Instead off letting it kill you…
You killed yourself" I sighed in tears.

"I lost you!!!"  I yelped every ounce in my body hurts.

"I was scared but not your in peace no pain. Time ticks yet love stays still…

My love stays still

Ill miss you jordan"   I kissed her forehead in tears.

(A/N this is the last ever chapter so I would like to thank you all for the support my continuation off this book will be uploaded soon.)

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