Memories {S.M}

May 23 2015

Sleep? Nope. I woke up like four times last night from nerves. I just woke up and it's almost six so I decided to just get up.

We had gotten a decent size hotel room with two twin sized beds and a pull out couch bed. That was the one rule. Jacob had to sleep in his own bed.

I weaved around them and went to my bag. I grabbed clothes and went into the bathroom.

I haven't really talked to Shawn since we got here. Last night I told him that we got here but that was mostly it. But I just texted him good morning.

I decided to take shower since I didn't last night. I placed my phone on the counter where I could hear it in the shower and turned on a 'top hits' station on Spotify.

I hummed along to most songs, but then Imagination came on. I just smiled and let the water hit my back. Thinking about my life within the past few months was crazy. It was amazing that I had someone like Shawn in my life. He had made it better than before. The song ended right about the time I got out.

I got dressed and through my hair in a long braid since it was wet. When I walked out they were both still asleep. So I just went down to the lobby to see what they had for breakfast.

There was like ten people here, most of them were the business type. I got a bagel with cream cheese and sat down.

I scrolled through Instagram, liking a few posts.

*DING*

S : goodmorning...whatcha doing?

G : eating a bagel, you?

S : what hotel are you at?

G : Country Inn

S : Okay. Grab like four bagels and cream cheeses and come get me.

What. I don't even know where he is.

G : sure, text me where to go.

He sent me the address of the hotel they were at and I grabbed the bagels pretending I got them for the other people in my room.

When I got to the hotel there were girls everywhere. I called Shawn and he told me where to go to get through back entrance.

I walked through the back and went up to Shawn's room. I was nervous to see him.

I didn't know what would happen now, what if he didn't like me anymore? What if I had changed?

I got to his room and knocked on the door, my palms were sweating.

He opened the door, "Gray" He yelled while giving me a big hug.

"Oh my goodness I've missed you so much" It was one of those hugs where you didn't stand still. Both of our feet moving with the other.

While we stood there it was like time was not a thing. It was us and nothing, nobody else.

I went inside the suite to see Andrew, Geoff, and Zubin in the kitchen/dining room area. Shawn introduced me to everybody.

Okay, now that I have Shawn and how were we going to get out without girls seeing us.

Shawn and I went out the back and he put on his famous Ray Bans and his beanie. My car was in the back so I didn't think that him getting in the car would be a problem but driving past the swarm of fans probably will be.

Shawn ended up getting the the floorboard of the backseat and sat back there until I could get onto the actual road. I then pulled off to the side and he got out and got in the passenger's seat. It wasn't the safest thing in the world but it worked.