Last Year At Denik

CHAPTER TWO

" My mother, my inspiration, the reason I get out of bed  just to go to school and definitely the anchor of this house. The Joker with the best humour and possibly strictest clown." Dan continues as he sobs,wells and hastes for his breath. "She might be gone in flesh but her memory, her legacy and her words will ...will remain ..."(deep breath taken)" will remain spoken, heard, done and appreciated. Peanut... I can't ..." he whispers and I stand up and walk with pain all the way to where Dan is  standing and hug him,give him a tissue and carry on speaking for him after he went to sit down.

"Hi everyone " I start " I'm aahh..deep breathes " I give a suttle laugh" well I don't think this soul in front of me will ever be described with words or actions. My adopted mother has brought Me so many lessons for life it will be difficult to make a common mistake"the crowed giggles " the first time I entered their house I was greeted by  Dan  and then lifted and spun by Amelia Nightingale for I was only 3. Immediately I  felt loved,welcomed and  needed. There was a board I read every time I walked in it read 'why save if you can buy shoes rather make memories than invest in the possibility of waking up tomorrow and only then start making memories. Make them now and make sure they are damn good ones ' and then there was one slightly underneath it stating 'I am a cake lover so don't tell me to not eat my cake you might just unleash the devil'." The crowd giggled with sympathy. " Now when I read it it means more than cake it means to live now ,make memories now ,make good ones and don't wait because tomorrow isn't guaranteed. It was one life lesson she taught us. We started to visit more often and started baking cakes and muffins and then only dinner. Another lesson I will never forget is to always eat dessert first" Everyone giggles again."She is the most amazing person on Earth and I'm not just saying that. She brought people from Australia ,Europe and all around Africa together without even asking them." I point to everyone from everywhere. "She had the world's Connection in her head. I will finish off with saying  that Earth has had a big loss today and heaven a massive gain." I say it more for my own closure.

I finish off and greet the thousands of people here. "Thank you .." I tell them without even knowing what they asked are said. I reply pathetically to all of our guests while I watch the vultures  pick at a vulnerable puppy.  Ps: i become very metophorical when i am angry. So I went over to Dan  acting like I wanted him to meet someone " Jelly there is someone I need you to meet this way .." I nod and apologise to the quiz full bees..(note the anger).

" I was lying I just can't take anymore of it so let's go to mom's favourite Cliff ,OK ?" I say trying to be positive and reassure myself. 

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When we get there we wonder around together bringing up past memories.

"This place was one of moms most favourite places to visit." I state trying to get him to talk so he can start healing.

"Yeah..." He starts but takes a long pause. I was about to say something when he started talking again. "I will never forget how I almost fell off that cliff before mom grabbed my hand, and pulled me up then hugged me and wiped away my tears her eyes more terrified than mine." I giggled while he pointed at the spot they sat as I distinctly remember him almost wetting his pance I wouldn't blame him. He almost fell off of the cliff. We sit down and he continues. "I honestly don't know how she did everything with such a positive smile. I think she is superwoman or something... Well she was ." he finishes back with pain.

"Remember when me and you were at the hospital visiting illegally " I start "yeah! " he answers and I ask. " Do you remember what she told us? " I snicker a tear away and he continues, " Yeah , she told us that her tomorrow isn't guaranteed at all." He recalls as I finish," and that we need to make peace with the fact that she might not be there the next day and then I told her that I'm not excepting that and we all cried for an hour. When you waited at the car she told me that her death will bring her peace and that I need to make sure you live a full filled life and that she doesn't want to be the reason you are not normal. "

" I told her that she can tell you this tomorrow morning with tears in my eyes that I almost couldn't see her anymore and then she grabbed my arm and told me not to cry for it covers the sight to my journey and I replied that it also cleans my windshield and we both gave suttle laughs."

" That moment I made peace well I thought I did her last words to me was 'I am always with you two no matter what and never ever do anything to hurt the force of nature you two built together. It will only come in handy' " I say with a slight accent." When you gave that call all I could do was remember her words and scream"

Dan gave a suttle laugh and we hugged shoulder to shoulder and we sat there for probably a hour having a mental talk with each other before I started talking again.

"Well this next week or two will be hard but we will get through it. But we first need to go back home eat dessert before dinner.!"  We both laugh and he continues. " Thank you for backing me up with the speech. You were amazing. You are a born public speaker." "Really? " "Really!"

"Let's get going go eat ,sleep and then attend school tomorrow! "" Heyy! One step at a time sis!" He exclaims and we laugh.

I realise then that he needs it and he finally made peace. As we walk home I get a call from my biological parents to see if we are OK and then faster than ever carry on walking in silence. Not the awkward silence, the silence that reassures both of us that we finally made peace and we did it together.

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When I got home my friends were there waiting to start our sleep(recover)over. I truly do have amazing friends

Jay got up to hug me because he knew I had to be strong for Dan by hiding my emotions. When he got to me I had felt like a glass that has been forced to hold more content than it supposed to and it finally explodes. I cried into his shoulder and he just held me and let me feel everything that I wanted to the whole day. Although he is cocky and blonde he knows me and supports me.

"So you have three pizza options a ,b + c. A) is pepperoni B) hawain and C) me. "

I hug him so passionately and say, "I choose a and b.... And definitely c" I say the last but while I start teasing him with small little pecks in his neck as a thank you but I do so passionately that he involuntarily closes his eyes.

"Hey lovebirds lets watch the movie already!" The gang shouts

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Authors note:

Heyy everyone I hope the chapter was good.
The next one is pretty long so keep reading it is gonna be plot twisting ;]