alive for the first time.

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Gloria is in this mall with 20 people around her, not knowing what to say or fill she goes numb. She just needs to get away from everyone she leaves everyone, and finds a area in the mall she sits on the chair cause her knees got week, she can't believe that this man even dow he says he thinks he loves her, she knows he does cause in her heart she fills the same way. She starts to ask him questions but he quickly closes on her. She understood from there the fear he also had hidden in him. Gloria drops the conversation quick she already learned in a short time that he is very confined in his fillings, and afraid to show emotions. He once again tells her to continue what she's doing and so she texts him later. A few days pass they continue talking, texting everyday and night, they would even text through the night just to say "hey" Glorias finding out so much about him day by day but she's very smart about it not to scare him away, so she asks a few serious questions each day then she would drop it and talk about something else she loved talking and listing to his storys as a child, things about his family, children, anything that has to do with him. She is finding out how truly ill he is, he would stop texting once in a wile and she would drive him crazy to answer back but he couldn't. She really didn't undestand so she would continue texting until he would answer back with some heart breaking reason, Eaither he was taking medicine or had a nose bleed or worse throwing up from being sick from the chemo she would be in tears apologizing and for filling selfish. As she was getting closer to him her friends and family would tell her daily to stay away, not cause they ment wrong but because they were scared something would happen to him and she would be crushed and destroyed again. Gloria didn't care, yes she was scared everday But through it all its like she felt his pain and for some reason she loved him even more. She never felt so alive in her life, everyone can see it. For the first time in a year in a half Gloria was healed strengthen all because Grey's heart was stronger then his illness. His will to live and love was stronger then his pain, and that what drove her. Gloria never mixed his illness in the way she felt for him, weather sick or not she needed him. She start praying more reading more studying more fasting more, everything in her life became more. There was one horrible thing that was hurting her, they talked constantly but he never wanted her to see him besides a picture , he never wanted to FaceTime or video chat but she would always send him pics and videos of her, even the kids There was something so weird about that to her and her family, her family continue asking her if she seen him, but all she could say was no  but she gots a pic of him. Some would laugh others would be angry with her cause she was so blind and falling in a trap. Gloria would fill uneasy Tord him it's been two months and she still can't see a video of him or see pics of his family, she start filling if he loves me then what reasons he has to to lie to her or hide from her. they text every night and in ever text and phone call she looks for era's but finds known.

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