"Have you heard from Crowley lately?" Sarah asks Sam as they sit at the table in the main hall of the bunker.
Sam and Dean look at each other.
She hears them both think 'we can't tell her'.
"Can't tell me what?" She probes.
They forgot that she can read their thoughts.
Dean starts, "Sarah sweetie, Crowley went into the alternate world back when jack was born. And, well, he..."
Sarah stands up from her seat, " no. No, it can't be. HE CAN'T BE GONE." She stammers.
"Sarah, he was helping us to win. To trap lucifer in the alternate world." Sam gets up and tries to reach for her.
She slips away from him. She turns on her heel in the door way. "He's not fully gone. He's still here." She's staring around at the three of them in the room.
"Sarah, he risked his life and sacrificed himself so we could do our part here." Sam continued.
Her head shakes. "No. You don't get it. His heart is with me."
"Sarah, what are you saying?" Sam steps towards her.
She looks at him as though through him, "I removed his heart from him. It resides in mine.its safe here."
Dean stands up from his chair, "you what?!"
"Years ago, no one must ever know this, I've said too much already." She has a broken laugh and a weird smile, " he'll never really be gone. No matter where he has gone. He's always with me. I can save him." She drifts far away, "I have to."
She turns and runs to her room.
Dean follows after her. "Sarah! We're not done with this conversation. What do you mean by this? What did you do?"
He follows her into her room. "Sarah, what are you going to do? Don't be doing anything stupid now. He's gone. He's is more than likely already dead over there, just like mom."
Sarah stares at him puzzled. "Mom?"
She steps towards him." You know nothing about true love do you? I hold his heart. Which means he will never be dead. He can actually die. I will get him back. He promised he will remember what happened and his love for me. He will return."
"Sarah," dean reaches for her.
Before he can go further, " just go" Sarah lifts her hand and pushes him out of the room and makes the door close in his face without touching any of it.
Jack has followed them. He sees how Sarah did this with ease. He has a curious look to his face. They don't see him standing there.
"Sarah! Let's talk about this."
Through the door. "There's nothing to say. You don't understand."
"I don't understand? Then what about Lisa and ben?" He hangs his head and walks away.
Jack tilts he head. "Lisa and ben?" He whispers. His eyes glow without him realizing it. He goes to follow dean, but thinks better of it. He pauses at Sara's door. "Sarah?"
Silence from the other side. He opens the door and stands there.
"What do you want jack?" Sarah is sitting on the edge of the bed clearly crying.
"I wanted to see if you were ok." Jack just stands there, unsure of what to do next.
Sarah pats the bed beside her. "Sit child."
He obediently sits next to her. They just sit there in silence.
