The Truth About Me

Chp.5: Sept. & October

The first day of grade 10 was fun but was also slow in general September was slow and boring. October was whole other ball game I made friends and we became close in September. In general there were 6 of us in the main group we looked out and took care of each other. Home was hell for all of us, the only ones who home wasn't hell for was Melanie and Tara lucky bastards.

They were lucky they had families that care for them while Jayson, Ryan, Sparrow, and I had hell for homes. We looked out for each other and we were like a family, Melanie acted like a Mom, Tara was like a sister, Jayson honestly he was my crush but to the others he was like an older brother, Ryan kept saying he was our Uncle, Sparrow was like my twin sister at least to me she was. Every time I looked at them I kept thinking who am I in this family am I the family friend or am I an adopted sister?

But I soon found out at least to some of them who I was. One morning Melanie, Tara, and I were talking and hanging out before the bell rang and they asked me to a party the next Saturday. I said sure but my mom would need to meet both girls and have a number to contact me at. They met my mom the Monday before the party and mom said yes and we made a game plan with Sparrow that I would stay at her place till Sunday.

Another week of school came and finally the bell rang signaling that the weekend has started. I went to sparrows where Tara and 2 other guys came and help us with cleaning and some setup. Sparrow and I made Jell-O shots and cleaned the counters and stove, while the other cleaned her room and swept the floors. After a while we were done cleaning for the day and we smoked in sparrows room. The others had to go so Sparrow and I drank the remaining vodka which took about 3 hrs. to take effect we danced a bit and she laughed at me sitting on the counter swinging my legs while singing Bullet by Hollywood Undead off key.

When we woke up Saturday morning did more cleaning and set up the bar in her room while waiting for everyone to come. The party started when Tara, John, and Ryan arrived with snacks, weed and drinks. After a while of puffing bongs Jayson came with more weed and we started drinking and while we were doing that Justin arrived and I started to have a schizophrenic episode because of how intoxicated I was plus an emotional trigger I had 2 them. The first one was hearing voices and Jayson took to another room so it would pass. At that point Melanie ans Ana arrived, Melanie helped Jayson Clam me down to the point that I passed out. She left to join the party and apparently Ryan came to check and see if I was sleeping. I woke up and we rejoined the party.

I was still tired so I fell asleep in Sparrow comfy corner aka her closet. When I had my second episode I was writhing in pain cause I felt like I was being tortured and Ryan took care of me. He put pillows around me and kept re-positioning me so I wouldn't hurt myself.  Around 8 PM I woke up dizzy and Ryan accidentally nearly drowned me trying to give me water. After everyone who got sick sobered up a bit we drank and smoked more Jayson had to leave. We all chatted more I got sick a bit then I ended up cuddling with Justin. Jayson was snuck back in and we blazed some more till he had to leave for sure I fell asleep cuddled up to Justin. It was a great party but Halloween was a lot more fun to me at least.

The rest of October was Kinda boring  the only fun thing was Halloween. That  day I hung out with friends we Trick 'r' treated a bit went to Melanie's place for a bit then we went to Sparrows and blazed 'n' smoked poppers while I read a yaoi manga. Again I stayed at Sparrows till i went to school the next day but I felt like shit and left at lunch.

Hey guys normally I wouldn't write this but there is now somewhat a basic schedule in mind I'm thinking that I'll update once a month with a new chapter at the end of each month this schedule will start and the end of this month so this month you guys get 6 chapters published. Love you guys and please understand this is based off a true story so no rude or offensive comments.