Swapped

Chapter 4

Chapter Four

Summer

I really felt love was over rated. Seriously! I did plan to marry one day but out of convenience not love. Although I did think Marcus and Joy were super cute. We became the three Amigo's. It was good for Joy because the things she could not talk me into Marcus was typically willing. I never much did girlfriends like I only had two other friends. Celeste and Mariah were my other home girls. Celeste and I grew up together but since we went to different colleges I only seen her on breaks. She told her parents she was working but she had really found a sugar daddy that paid for her an apartment. So I spent a lot of my breaks there. During my four years in college I only went home once and that was after my little brother was diagnosed with cancer. He died the very next year. I went home for the funeral. Don't get me wrong my parents were cool and everything I just hated home. It bored me to tears. My friend Mariah and  I met here and she was a hoot. I loved her to death she was a free spirit like me. We had actually shared quite a few men in our college days. Why argue over a boy our philosophy was tag team these Negroes and we both leave happy. It was Mariah who hipped me to putting my money maker to work. That was our little secret. We spent a summer in Vegas and we worked the casino's milking the high rollers that's how I bought my 38's. That was the best summer ever. I almost did not go back to school like why go to college to land a job that paid in two weeks what I could make in Vegas in one night. I'm serious the money was there. The classier you looked the more money you got. So I was fronting in eight hundred dollar dresses and diamonds ear rings that I either stole or got from the negro the night before. I loved the life style I made myself go home before I got lost in the game. Then there was the summer I hooked up with a local drug dealer okay I like excitement maybe it was from boredom maybe I was just an attention junky I don't know but I loved it. I will admit though the thing with Richard the dealer did get a little messy. See one night I was out with Joy we went to some museum. That's when I met Teddy whom I nicknamed Teddy bear. I usually didn't do big boys but I like how smooth he was so we ended up hanging that night and well I said I was a whore so you can imagine what else we done. I had invited him back to my dorm and we were in the mix of things when my stupid roommate whom was in the room at the time opened the door for Wish Bone. He was furious of course understandably. We ended things and I kicked it with Teddy Bear for a while. Until Joy and I were at Richard my drug dealers boyfriend and here come my Teddy Bear rolling up. Come to find out they were brothers. I was called all kinds of whores and what not. Then Joy gave me a lecture about slowing down and blah blah blah. I might have considered it had the brothers not have called me over for a threesome that night. Hey I was down for whatever. After that I had two lovers and I was there little boo thang. Yeah I know it sounds crazy but it actually worked for us. They both had girlfriends and when they were not available I got double stuffed. Sure it sounds slutty but as I said love is over rated and what I was doing was fun fun fun!!!! They were possessive though but it was cool I still did me on the side when I was bored or they were busy. I just had to switch up. Meaning I start dealing with white boys. That way I didn't have to worry about them running in the same circles as my thug lovers. Joy was privy to a lot of my sexual endeavors and she lectured me but it went in one ear and out the other. "Girl shush who want to be with the same guy for life. I mean you haven't even done it yet what if he sucks. You wouldn't even know if he did." Joy frowned at me but she said nothing I knew she was thinking.

"I don't see the big deal about sex. Why is everyone in such a hurry to do it" she asked?

"Seriously chick it's better than ice cream. I mean what could possibly be better than cumming" I said staring at her impatiently waiting for a response. She gave me a stupid blank look.

"OMG! Joy you and Marcus have been kicking it for almost a year you haven't fooled around at all" I asked? "No Summer, Marcus is a perfect gentleman. He respects me" She said. I let out a loud obnoxious snort. "Yeah right he getting booty from somewhere!" I said. She gave me a sad look as I studied her. "You don't even touch yourself" I asked?

"Oh God no" she said!

"You're such a prude. I have an idea Church girl." I slid down to the floor and pushed her legs apart. Her eyes grew enormous. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING" She yelled!

"Helping you out. You can thank me later."

"I'm not gay" she spat out.

"Neither am I." I said reaching between her legs and fingering her clit.

"No way" she said tensing up. "I'm going to be a virgin until I'm married Summer McCoy" she said!

"You will still be intact when this is over, consider it as part of the college experience and we both take it to the grave no biggy." She went to object but before she could I was devouring her clit. It's true when they say a woman knows where as woman wants to be licked. Now I am not bisexual my preference is men but I knew one day I would be stuck in a boring eight to five with a whack husband living the so called American dream and all I would have then were memories and I was making a shit load of them. Joy screamed when she climaxed so loud and clamped down on my head so hard I thought she was going to break my neck. When it was over I licked my lips and said "your welcome" I gathered my things together and before I left I shouted over my shoulder. "Put your DSL's to use and please your man before someone else does honey." I let the door slam behind me and rubbed my neck as I walked toward my own dorm room. Then my cellular rang. I saw the name Bitch come across my scene. I didn't want to answer it. It was my sister Lauren. She was two years older than me and she despised me. Lauren was super competitive. She was gorgeous and smart and loved by everyone but me. I wanted to be her at one point. I mean she was my big sister and awesome. At least as a kid I thought she was. Everything she done I tried to do as good or better, but Lauren became jealous of my achievements and instead of proud. She began to torture me and intentionally do things to try to get me in trouble. My parents never bought though which would piss her off more. Eventually she started doing other spiteful things. Like spreading rumors about me in a small town. I was a whore before I had sex! So I owned it the one time I went home for my little brothers funeral I done her fiancé in the pool house. I done him so well he decided he wasn't ready for a commitment and broke off the engagement. She was crushed when he dumped her she cried like a baby. I had no sympathy. See Lauren had done things beyond sibling rivalry. Like right now the reason I wore weave was because she put hair removal in my shampoo a few days before prom. And now my hair was super thin, and I had patches missing in places. She spit in my food, she would tamper with it to the point I didn't eat if she was in the kitchen when cooking I had to be there when mother cooked. Which was part of the reason I was so thin, I mean I had a small frame anyway but she destroyed my love of food. Daddy bought me a hamster that she fed rat poison the bitch was cruel. I avoided her at all cost. Now that I was in college and we were in two different states I didn't deal with her at all. So I was surprised when she called. "Hello."

"Um hey is this Summer" A mousy voiced asked?

"Who is this?" I asked annoyed already.

"This Kamika. Look I don't want to call your mom but um somebody needs to be here so I called you. Your Sister is in the hospital and they are asking a lot of questions I can't answer."

"For what?" I already knew I was calling mom. I just wanted to be nosy at this point.

"She went to a friend of mine to get rid of the baby. You know ever since Johnathan left her she has been kind of crazy. She found out she was pregnant and look I was just trying to help. Your sister didn't tell me she had a blood condition." I was kind of dumbfounded for a minute. This stupid bitch could of went to any fucking clinic and had these done. We were no longer living in the stone ages what the hell. I got the hospital information and hung up then called my mom.
"hey honey everything okay" she said cheerfully. I could tell it was forced. She hadn't been happy since my brother died.

"Mom Lauren is in the hospital. She tried to have an abortion but the doctor didn't know about a blood condition I don't know, one of her friends just called." There was silence on the other end. Then my mother said "She killed a child." I sighed heavy. Loosing a child probably makes you think differently on matters such as these. I for one didn't give a flying fudge. I believed in women's rights but it appeared mom was coming from a different position. She begged me to come home but I refused. I didn't even like Lauren I could care about what she was going through even though it was might fault inadvertently. Karma is a bitch though ladies and gentlemen I am here to tell you. I feel like everything you do comes back around and one day the Karma I would receive for banging my sister's fiancé and basically telling her to go fudge herself in her time of need was going to rain down shit on me that I could never imagine.