Mikey's p.o.v
"Mikey!!", Gerard yelled
I quickly jumped out of bed and didn't mind that I wasn't wearing any clothes but I just ran down stairs Gerard didn't look at me he just gave me my breakfast I was kinda confused of what was going on but I didn't mind.
He turned around and just breathed very deeply
"What's wrong Gee?", I said
"Nothing Mikey", Gerard said slowly
I seriously got closer to him and hugged him and whispered in his ear 'everything will be alright Gee' he smiled but then frowned again I frowned as well
Gerard's coffee was done so I took it and ran until he caught me trying to take it back "tell me what's wrong and I'll give it back" I said kicking Gerard
"NOTHING MIKEY JUST STOP!" Gerard said snatching the coffee from my cold hands
Gerard felt bad after a while I think or else he wouldn't have came up to me and hugged me tightly
I held Gerard's hand while we were heading to school and Gerard grabbed on tighter so I wouldn't let go
I grabbed Gerard's waist and pulled his side close he started crying out of nowhere and I know Gerard when he's upset he either hurt himself or did something I told him not to do
I grabbed his side and pulled up his sleeves and shirt and he cut again after all this time I thought he would've stopped but no he lied to me
I ran off into the forest next to my friend Josh Duns house so I ran over there and Josh ran outside because I texted him and I just started crying into his shoulder
He asked me what was wrong I didn't answer but one day he will find out just one day
His friend Pete and his boyfriend Tyler came out and just asked us to come inside so we did
I took Tyler and Josh's hand and we went inside where it was warm not cold I loved the feeling of warm ness so Joshua pulled me close and put my head in his lap
And Tyler just started playing a relaxing movie for all of us Pete got me a blanket and some pillows
Pete had a stash of pillows I smiled at all of them they all smiled back making me feel happier already I got on my phone and I noticed Josh was shaking
I lifted my head up and hit his head we both said 'OW' and we left it at that me and Josh cuddled and Tyler and Pete cuddled
I woke up to a smell of pancakes and I went in the kitchen everyone was seated except Josh, Josh was cooking and I walked over to him and hugged him he kept cooking
Tyler smiled at me and so did Pete
"HEY GET OFF MY PHONE!" I yelled
I ran over to them and started crawling over them
"NO" Pete said sticking his tongue out
"Just give it back Pete he probably wants to talk to Gerard" I was thinking about Gerard again
Would he love me back if I was a better person?
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AYYYYY BOYS AND GIRLS THANKS FOR READING THE FIRST PART OF MY WAYCEST BOOK MORE SOON...❤️❤️
