I felt someone shaking me, I groaned pulling the covers off. “You know, if I knew it would take this long to wake you up I should’ve just bought an air horn.” I heard a British accent. Right then my eyes shot open. I opened my eyes to see Harry staring at me. “Bout time you woke up!!” He said grinning.
I looked at him sheepishly, “alright, I’m up. I went to bed late last night, anyways let me go have a quick shower. While I’m gone you can do whatever you feel like.”
“Maybe I’ll look through your underwear drawer!” I shot him a look, “Jokes.”
I walked away shaking my head. Boys were so weird… I had a quick shower, and then applied my makeup. I blow dried my hair straight today. I looked at myself, I thought I looked nice; I went to my walk in closet in my bathroom and grabbed a pair of skinny jeans and a Forever 21 sweater. I put my converse shoes on, and walked out. “I’m ready!” I said.
Harry was looking through my Seventeen Magazine, “you know I think this dress looks sexy.” I stared at him for a long minute …was he gay? He caught on quickly and quickly stated that he wasn’t.
We left the house after I said bye to my mom who was in the kitchen making lunch for my Dad who would soon be home.
I got in Harrys car, and he started driving, “So! Where are we going?” I questioned.
“It’s a surprise love, I can’t ruin it.”
I glared and then pouted, I looked out the window at the trees, the leaves were falling off, it was beautiful. It was almost December but it was still fall temperature. That’s what I loved about Nashville hardly ever snowed. Sometimes it never did. I peeked a look at Harry who was driving, god damn. He was so hot. He was wearing his white v-neck shirt today, jeans, and of course sunglasses. He also had his British hat on. Adorable, I thought. We pulled into a park that had a huge hill.
“Well let’s go have some Sam!”
Harry got out and started running towards the hill, he was such a child, I shook my head laughing and chased after him. I was a little slow because my head felt woozy every now and then. We finally reached the hill. I looked at him, “I’m too tired to walk up that thing… Carry me?” I asked him sheepishly.
His face brightened, he bent down so I could jump on his back, and he started running up the hill. We were laughing having so much fun. “Ready Sam?” he asked when we got to the top. I still hadn’t gotten off his back. I nodded, Harry shot down the hill with me on his back, when he reached the bottom he tripped and I fell off his back.
Harry landed beside me, “Are you okay?!” He crawled over to me and was now looking down at me, I stared into his green eyes, and they were so perfect.
“Oh, I’m fine! That was so much fun, we should do it again.”
He laughed, he kept staring into my eyes, we locked eye contact for a minute, and before I knew it Harry leaned down and kissed me on the lips.
My heart started racing, when he kissed me I saw vivid images of Zayn’s party, me and Harry holding hands, Harry giving me the lilies, Harry kissing me goodnight, and Harry asking me to become his girlfriend.
After all this time, he had been trying to win me back, but so had Niall. I decided not to tell Harry I remembered, I wanted to wait till I finally knew what was going on. Harry pulled back, and started grinning like an idiot. I did as well; Harry helped me up and asked “another round?” he held out his hand for me to take.
I took his hand and we bolted up the hill and ran down many more times.
Harry drove me to the marble slab for some ice cream, “yay! Ice cream!” I yelled.
“Peanut Butter and Chocolate correct?” He asked me.
“Obviously,” I said smirking.
We walked hand in hand into the store, I dropped his hand the minute I saw Niall, Zayn, Liam and Louis. Harry looked at me funny; the first to notice was Louis. “BOOBEAR!!” Louis screamed.
He came running over to Harry and gave him a massive hug, Harry hugged back. “TOMMO!” yelled Harry back.
“You guys are so gay for each other…” I said rolling my eyes.
I heard everyone laugh except for them, they just stared at each other and then at me, then Louis spoke up, “for your information, we are not gay. We very much like girls, we just like each other a lot.” He winked at Harry.
I rolled my eyes, I walked over to Niall, “Hey Niall!” I said.
“Sup Sammers?” he asked.
“Is everyone seriously going to start calling me that?”
“Probably!”
“Ugh, I’m going to kill Lou… Anyways, I better go because Harry was just getting me ice cream and then I’m leaving.”
“Ah… gotcha. Well text me later or something.” Niall said.
I walked back over to Harry and pulled his arm telling him I wanted my ice cream. We both got our ice cream and said our goodbyes. “So our next stop is my house. I want to give you your last surprise.”
What was that supposed to mean? Oh my god… did he want to have sex with me already?! We weren’t even dating!! It was like Harry read my mind, because then he said, “And it has nothing to do with sex.” He said winking.
I blushed hard, that was embarrassing… we arrived at his house and I saw no one was home, he went to go get something from his room and then he came back with a CD player and microphone. What was he going to do I thought. He set everything up and then came back to the couch with the microphone.
“Are we playing a game…. Where you’re the host and I’m the guest?”
Harry said no, and then turned the CD player on. The song ‘Isn’t she Lovely’ came on; all of a sudden Harry started singing. I stared at him in shock; I couldn’t believe how amazing his voice was. I started getting a little teary eyed near the end of the song. He looked at me and wiped my tears away, “did you like it?”
“Like it? No. I LOVED it! Harry, you are an amazing singer! Oh my god.” I was still shocked how amazing his voice sounded, but when I said that he smiled proudly.
“I’m glad you liked it, because that was dedicated to you. Oh and by the way, I got this for you.” He handed me over a box.
I took it and opened it, I gasped, it was the picture from last night in a frame that said ‘Memories Last Forever’. I looked at him and then quickly hugged him and kissed him on the cheek. “Thank you Harry. This is amazing, I love it. I’m putting it in my room the minute I get home.”
“Good!” He grinned showing his dimples.
“Harry, I know it’s only 7 but I’m getting tired, and my head is starting to hurt, do you mind if we go home?”
“No problem!” He got up and grabbed his keys and we left.
As we were driving home, it began to get darker. We came up to a corner stop, when I saw the same light as I did before, I got scared again. All off a sudden I remembered something. A flashback happened, I remembered right before crashing, I turned to look at Niall who had been drunk, and then we had crashed.
“HARRY STOP THE CAR!”
He pulled over quickly and looked at me scared, “Sam, are you okay?!”
“Yeah, sorry I didn’t mean to scare you like that. Take me to Niall’s house right now. I remember the accident.”
Harry looked at me speechless, “you remember…”
“Yeah, I remember Niall was drunk and we crashed, take… me… now…”
He turned his car around and we headed to Niall’s house. Harry parked the car in his driveway. I saw that everyone was at his house, but I didn’t care if I made a scene. I didn’t care at all. I couldn’t believe after all this time Niall had been using me. ME. The girl he said he loved bullshit. Harry grabbed my hand before I knocked on the door, “wait Sam, maybe you should be gentle with him…” I pulled my hand away.
“Don’t touch me, he’s not the only one in trouble, you are too. You knew the whole time and didn’t tell me. ALL OF YOU KNEW.” I yelled.
Harry looked hurt, I didn’t care who looked hurt. I was hurt, the girl that had been being lied to the whole time.
I banged on the door, no one answered. I decided to just walk in, I stomped through the house to the living room, I saw everyone sitting in a circle laughing, I heard Louis say; “Hey Sammer’s! Where’s Harry?” I ignored him and walked straight up to Niall raging mad.
“YOU!!” He looked at me horrified, he knew I remembered. “YOU FUCKING LIAR, YOU LIED TO ME THIS WHOLE GODDAMN TIME, AND TRIED TO MAKE FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? FUCK YOU. FUCK ALL OF YOU.” I turned to everyone; they were all staring at me with hurt/shocked expressions.
“Sam, you need to calm down.” I heard Liam say. I shot towards him.
“YOU THINK I NEED TO CALM DOWN? WHAT THE HELL LIAM? YOU WERE THE ONE SAYING, THAT I WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND BUT YOU LIED TO ME. ALL OF YOU, I ACTUALLY HATE ALL OF YOU RIGHT NOW. JUST YOU KNOW WHAT? NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN. ESPECIALLY YOU DANIELLE, I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND.” I ran out of the room crying.
“WAIT SAM!” I heard Danielle cry, I just ignored her.
I kept running, I ran past Harry who was just coming. I tried to avoid him, I ran out of the house as fast as I could. I ran down the street, I finally stopped out of breath. I looked behind me relieved to see no one coming. It was dark out right now, I walked down the street by myself, I was soon crying my eyes out. I finally remembered everything… Niall saying he loved me, Niall drunk, the truck hitting, and Harry telling me to be his girlfriend.
I found a bench on the side of the street; I went over and sat on it, and started crying and crying till I felt sick. I felt a little woozy, I knew that was a bad sign, but I didn’t’ care right now. I laid my head down on my knees and rocked back and forth, I was hoping that it would help me feel less dizzy.
I heard someone come over, I just ignored them. I figured it would be a stranger, I felt them sit next to me. I just kept my head in between my knees and ignored them. I started crying softly to myself I tried to stop but it didn’t work. I felt someone put their arms around me and hug me, “its okay to cry.” I heard a familiar voice say, I looked up to see it was of course Harry.
I pulled myself closer to him and cried into his shirt, all the memories coming rushing back to me, he just sat there quietly and let me cry. It was like before when I had told him my secret that one night, only this time I couldn’t stop crying. It felt like hours and hours. I had lost everyone, I pushed everyone away. It hurt so much. I felt Harry brush my hair every now and then. Soon I had stopped crying I just laid head on his shoulder, my eyes were wet and puffy, I had run out of tears.
“Are you ready to go home?” I heard him ask quietly.
I nodded; I didn’t know what to say, it was dead silence. He wrapped his arms around me and we walked back to the car at Niall’s house. He drove me home; I just stared out the window staring at nothing. He held my hand when he got back in the car never letting go. When Harry bought me home we saw my parents were gone. He walked inside with me knowing I didn’t want to be alone.
I went and put my pajamas on, and he came upstairs to my room, I got in bed and just stared at the wall. He crawled in beside me and let me cuddle with him. We lay motionless; I heard him start singing softly a song, it was ‘Goodnight my Angel’ I listened to him sing and soon I fell asleep in his arms.
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