letters to my unborn

chapter 7

Somewhere deep down in my gut i knew dalyn would reject me and our child. I just hoped it wasn't true but, then again he was the player of the school. I had brought this on my slelf. I could have stopped it but my desirers kicked the commen sense out of my body. All I have left is my bff liliy and myself. I was had to start to prepare for motherhood.

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4 months later

" squeas in to them Rey!!!"

" I CANT!!! they won't zip up!!"

" OMG Rey if u make me come out for nothing I will kill you both!!!" lily came out of her bathroom with her curling iron in hand. try to suck in your belly she pulled the yellowish brown zipper up.

" its not zipping lily"

" no shit smart ass!" she picked at the jean zipper one more time. Right after we heared a click. looking down at her hand lily found the small zipper .

" ughhhhhh..!!!! just get one from my brothers those would probably fit u."

" Nathan...!!! he hates me!"

" gooo were gonna be late for school!!" she yelled

" sense when do you care!!??"

" sense I got a boyfriend! now gooo!" angrily I stomp across the hall to Nathans room. I knock on his door loudly.

" what!!!" a voice yells from behind.

" I need your pants!" I scream back. seconds after the door opens wide.

"sorry Riley but I prefer my girls unpregnant. He grinned in my my face.

" ha first of all your joke didn't make sense and two even if I wasn't pregnant I don't fuck kids." I pushed him aside so now I was in his room. I walk to his closet

'wooowwoo!!! what the hell are you doing!!!" Nathen shreaked behind me. I roll my eyes as i pull one of his blue jeans. With out looking back i turn around and walk straight into lilys room and shuting the door behind me.

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My 1st period was my worst class. Everyone gave me dirty looks and pretended to whisper shit about me when I could obviously hear them. I hated it. When we get into partners the first thing my assigned partner asks is

" who knocked you up?"

Like what was there fucking problem. It's non of their buessiness!!! Just hope fully I would make it through with out hurting anyone because after the whole

I'msoopfatIcan'tgetintomyjeans, soI hafttowearmybestfriendsbrotherspants.

thing my emotional hormones are running like crazy and it wouldn't take long before I shaped.

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"Take your seats! Mac im talking to you!!" My Spanish teacher hollers at Mark as he gets off the table and into his chair. I walk to my seat at the corner of the small room. As the bell rings and the teacher takes role the door slams open. walking in were the usual tarty mob. Most of who were popular. Looking past Mackenzie and her best friend Madex....who is pretty attractive...For a freshman that is . Finn walker and elana arrived awhile after them.With his arm around a unfamiliar brunette stood daylan. A deep pain of mixed emotions formed in my stomach, I could feel tears form in my eyes but, hold them back. I don't know why he still effects me. Its been 4 months sense his rejection but, as you can see he still has a grip on my emotion. By the time I did a double take they we're all in their seats except the brunette that was with daylan. She explored the room for a seat and finally finding one.

next to me

She smiled at me as she sat next to me. I wasn't sure if I was a

"I'm gonna ruin your life!" smile or a " nice to meet you" smile but I was sure about one thing. I sure of a bloody hell won't find out.