here is a very short chapter so enjoy
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"jack, i need to talk to you" nash says as soon as jack answer the phone at 2:10am
"come here, we will talk outside because i dont want to wake jay" Jack whisper, after hearing a small okay from nash he hangs out the phone and slowly gets out of bed not wanting to wake his boyfriend since he knows he hates being woken up before 7. jack walks downstairs and unlocks the door before waiting for nash on the deck, a blanket wrapped around his shoulders so he doesnt get cold.
after a few minutes nash pulls into the drive and quickly gets out of the car before walking after the jack.
"Whats wrong" jack says as nash sits next to him the deck stairs.
"i think i love him" nash says. "i think i love cameron"
"Why do you think that" jack says, looking at nash kinda confused but no surprised what so ever.
"I have always liked him but i never thought it would be anymore then that, i thought it was just a crush since he has always been the person to understand me the most and who i trust the most and i thought it was just a bro crush, something you think is real but isnt and will pass but last night when i seen him kiss other people the feelings were clear, they were real and i knew they werent going away and i dont know what to do because i remember when you told you loved jay and i feel the same way you did around cameron, i mean not the same way since everyones feelings are different but i still get all those feelings and thoughts and i dont know what to do" nash rants and jack sits there and listen.
"if you love someone" jack starts. "you should tell them even if scared that this may be the wrong thing to do, that it will ruin your friendship, even if your scared that they wont love you back or that you may lose them. even if your scared that if wont work out the way you want it to or it will ruin everything you have tried so hard to make, even if your scared that it will cause problems or you will be stuck in the friendship, even if scared that you will lose them forever and they will want nothing to do with you. you tell them" jack sighs. "you tell them because instead of having to watch them fall in love with someone else while your breaking inside, and when you get mad at them because of your feelings but you cant tell them why and that hurts them. you tell them so if they dont feel the same way you can move on from them and find someone who loves you back. you tell them so maybe you can hear the words you have always wanted to hear and then you get to have the person you want. you tell them and go from there"
nash looks at jack for a moment as in he is taking in what he said.
"thank you jack" nash says
"your welcome" jack says patting nash on the shoulder.
"i know what i'm going to do now" nash smiles and gets up. jack gets up as well giving nash a hug before he leaves.
"Hey nash" jack yells as nash is about to get into the car. "if you love someone tell them, remember that even if you dont remember everything i said remember that"
"i will, i promise" nash says before smiling and getting into the car. Jack heads back into the house when nash is out of the drive way. when he opens the door he is met with a tired looking jack johnson standing by the door with a small smile.
"were you scared to tell me you loved for those reason but you told me for the others" johnson asks, walking up to jack, wrapping his arms around his neck grabbing his elbow for a tight hold. Jack smiles because he knows johnson is on his tip toes to be the same height as him.
"yeah, it was and i did" jack says, wrapping his arms around his boyfriends small waist. "come on, your tired" Jack says lifting johnson up since he a good boyfriend like that. johnson just smiles into jacks neck as jack carries him to the jacks room. Jack puts johnson on the bed and wants till he is comfy before getting in bed with him, wrapping an arm around his waist, he feels johnson intertwine the hand over his waist with his own.
"i love you" johnson says already almost asleep.
"i love you too baby boy" jack whisper seeing johnson smile, jack lays before kissing johnson on the back of the neck then lays down, falling asleep quickly to the soft breathing of the love of his life.
