*Sexual Content*
Y/n's *POV*
Once Shawn leaves my house I lay on my bed to think. This is insane. My feelings, his feelings, what I am and what he is. Strangely I believed every word he told me. It all makes sense. What I saw, and what he told me connects. I really do like him though. He's the first man that ever made me feel things. Those things felt good. He knows just how to touch me.
Maybe because he's a sex demon and can somehow figure out what turns that woman on!
Maybe he tricked me and made me think we did things that felt good!
Maybe all the woman he slept with souls are now inside me eating away my soul!
Maybe he is trying to get my pregnant so I can have a demon baby, who destroys the world!!!
What if his dick is like insanely huge cause he's a demon and freaking kills me from the inside out!!!!
I'm going insane.
"Okay, Y/n. Calm down. Just calm down." I say to myself trying not to have a panic attack.
Let's look at the Pros and Cons of this:
Pro's :
* He's gorgeous
* Like REALLY gorgeous
* I do really like him
* He's the first man I've ever been with
* Based on what he told me, he's looking for something serious
* He's not like any other man
* This is a once in a lifetime experience
*Probably has a huge dick
Con's :
* He's a sex demon
* He kills woman
* He eats souls
* He's immortal
* He might be evil
* He's 27
* I'm a human
* HE'S A FREAKING SEX DEMON
* His dick could maybe break me
NOT IN A GOOD WAY* Could I go to hell for this?
I want to be with him but I don't know him. Maybe I need to get to know him a bit more before I make this decision. We just need to hang out more. Then I will make my decision.
Seriously could I go to hell for this?
I get out of my bed and proceed downstairs. I leave my house and march to his house and knock.
He opens the door and smiles when he sees me.
"I haven't made my decision yet but I need you to take me out on a few dates first. Let me get to know you first." I tell him.
"Okay, come on in." He says.
"Oh you mean right now?" I ask nervously.
"Yeah, come in. I'll take you out later." He pulls my arm into his house, so I walk in.
This is the first time I've ever been inside his house. He's really good at blending in to society as a human. I make my way to his couch, and find my seat.
I follow him with my eyes to see him standing up looking down at me. He doesn't say a word. He just stares.
"Um... You okay?" I ask.
"Splendid." He smirks walking closer to me.
He stands right in front of me and I decide to just look to my right so I don't just stare at his lower body. His hand rubs my cheek, then he moves my head so I can look up at him.
"So...uh tell me about yourself." I say trying my hardest not to be awkward.
"What do you want to know." Shawn questions still looking me right in my eyes.
"Everything." I answer.
"My full name is Shawn Peter Raul Mendes. I was born in 1009 BC. I was human at first of course, but one day my village was attacked by something. It slaughtered my village. I was apart if the this tride and we just started making things out if iron and metal. Like swords and shields. So my tride including myself went to find this creature that attacked our village. After three days of searching we finally found it. We entered a dark cave and we couldn't see anything. Suddenly all you could hear was screaming and blood scattering. I remember being so scared that I would die and never see my family again. Then I felt something pierce my back coming out of my chest. I remember smelling and seeing my blood. I fell on the ground, cold. I was dying. Untill something, some sort of presence entered the cave. It looked around the entire cave full of my trides dead bodies. Then it found me. I felt it touch me, then it disappeared. Right when I though it was over flames surrounded me. I was burning. It was the most painful thing you could imagine. Not the burning part. But the part when I felt my body die and something else, something dark take over. I didn't know what I was, but a part of me knew how to survive." He tells me.
"What happened after that?" I question wanting to know more.
"Someone found me. A woman named Rosa Floraline Lilin Minagè. She was hundreds of years older than me. But she took me under her wing. She was a Succubus. That's a female version of me. She taught me all I know now. Ever man wanted her and soon every woman wanted me. Then one day she left. I don't know where she went or why she left but she left me. I felt lost at first but tons of woman surrounding me helped. The glory days." He smiles and I can see he misses that lifestyle.
"What changed?" I question.
"I felt evil. Raping woman while they are asleep, drinking their blood for fun, then taking there souls. So I decided to seduce woman then take their soul. I had to accept and embrace what I was." He finishes.
I stand up to face him and I ask him, "Why me? I'm just some human girl who's not even a woman yet. You've been alive for centuries and for some reason you want me? I can't give you anything."
"You give me so much that you don't even realize it. You made me feel love again. I only felt that as a human. Being human wasn't all that bad, I miss it sometimes. When I'm with you I feel my humanity again." He admits.
"Love? How can you love me? You hardly know me." I add.
"When your Mom was pregnant I was always fond of her and I didn't know why. I never liked her before. After she had you and brought you home I become attached to you. Not in a sexual manner but in a protective manner. You were so beautiful. Your Mom let me hold you and my whole world belonged to you. I watched you grow up all these years. I was always there watching you. When your Mom died I felt lost, because you felt lost. I wanted to hold you so bad, even though I knew I couldn't. You see I've been with you this entire time. There's something about you that I can't ignore. So I'll wait. I'll wait for you to love me too." He explains.