"Before we go inside I need to know, will you be my lady" asked Ezra looking deep into my eyes.
Yes, yes! I want to be all yours! I want to be with you until the end of time. You're the only one whose ever made me this vulnerable. My heart was yelling that to tell him all that I wanted to grab his face and give him a deep kiss and tell him yes I want to be with him. But instead I turned and I saw Sky's car parked close by. I turned to see him again.
"I'm so sorry I really wish I could say yes" I said and I ran to Sky's car.
I heard him yell for me. I didn't dare turn back and I kept going. Once inside Sky's car I told her to go. I had tears down my face, I looked back and I saw Ezra yelling for me in the middle of the road it looked like he was crying too. Seeing him that way broke my heart some more. Why did I had to get close to him. Why did he had to change me, make me feel things. He's the first and last person who will ever make me feel vulnerable. He's the only person I will ever truly love. I don't think I can love anyone else like I've loved him. We were out of sight so I turned back and I was just looking outside silently crying. I'm glad Sky didn't try to talk to me on the way home. When we finally got home I just went straight to my room. I passed by Dave and Rico they tried talking to me but I just ignored them. When I got to the room I locked the door and I just fell to the floor, the tears they just came out nonstop. Rico, Sky, and Dave where at the door knocking telling me to let them in. I stopped sobbing and cleared my throat.
"Can you guys please let me be alone for tonight I don't want to talk about it right now, just please let me be" I said almost begging them to leave me alone.
"Okay but if you don't come out or open the door tomorrow I'll get the spare keys and unlock the door" said Rico.
"Okay" I said.
I heard them leave and I was just sitting there in the dark. I kept replaying tonight over and over in my head. Why couldn't I have a normal life. Why did my supposedly familia had to find out about my secret. Why was Gus so stuck on ruining my life. Why are my grandparents so interested in my life now and want me dead. Like what the fuck. I just wanted a normal life... Go to school, fall in love, graduate, go to college, make my parents proud, and have my own family. Now all that seems unrealistic. I want to give up but I can't and I won't not until I get my justice for my parents. The tears would come out once in a while and I was just spacing off looking at nothing until I eventually fell asleep. I woke up to someone knocking on the door. My body is all sore from falling asleep in the floor. I didn't say anything I was barely going to get up when I felt the door opening hitting me.
"Hey! Stop! I'm behind here, hold on" I said yawning.
Once I got up I opened the door and I saw Rico and I walked to the bed.
"Did you sleep behind the door? Cause you look like shit" said Rico.
"Well geee thanks for telling me that, but yeah I did" I said.
"Sorry I didn't mean it like that" said Rico.
"It's cool so what's up" I said laying down in bed closing my eyes.
"Well it was getting late so I just wanted to check on you" said Rico.
"Mhm what time is it" i asked.
"It's about to be one" said Rico.
"Damn I slept that much" I asked.
"Yeah you did, still sleepy" asked Rico.
"Yeah I am, can you bring me the wipes so I can remove my makeup" I asked.
"I'll just tell Sky to come help you I don't know shit" said Rico.
"Give me a hug" I said.
He came and gave me a big long hug.
"Thanks Rico" I said giving him a smile.
He smiled too "any time"said Rico. Then he left and few minutes later Sky and Dave came inside.
"Dave get out I'm going to change" I said throwing him a pillow.
He laughed and left closing the door.
I sat up in bed and I gave Sky puppy sad eyes.
"Can you help me remove my makeup and get me pjs to change" I said.
She laughed and went to get me the things. After getting my makeup off and putting the pjs on, Sky went to tell Dave to come back inside. I was laying in bed waiting for them to come back. Once they came back they both laid down in bed with me. We were just quiet at first. I haven't felt this alone ever since my parents passed away. I wanted to cry to I tried to laugh it off.
"So from where do I start" I asked.
"You don't have to talk about it if you don't want too, we're here for you on whatever you're needing" said Dave.
"Yeah Mari it's okay we know it was hard so it's okay to not talk about it" said Sky.
I sighed and gave them a small smile. Then I proceeded to explain to them the special magical night we had.
"So yeah that's how our perfect date went just for it to end horrible" I said.
They both hugged me and that's when I let the tears out and they just hugged me tighter. Once I calmed down they let go.
"We wish it could've been different for you Mari, you deserve to be happy" said Dave.
"You really do Mari, you've been through so much already maybe after it's all over you can get him back" said Sky.
I gave them both a smile "it's okay I'll be alright, now I know to not get close to anyone. I doubt I'll ever get him back but it's fine I want him to move on and be happy" I said.
The Rico came inside with two boxes.
"Hey sorry to interrupt but these boxes came and I'm sure it's from you both girls" said Rico.
Sky yelled "ahhh yes! It's the clothes we both ordered" said Sky getting up and getting the boxes.
Rico pulled up a chair and sat by us, as we opened the boxes showing Dave the clothes we got. We got up and we tried the clothes on and they fit us both perfect. Rico kept checking Sky and I thought it was cute that he was. Once we got done trying them on little Gio came running inside.
"Mom I'm hungry" said Gio.
"Tell your dad" said Sky.
He went running to his dad "dad I'm hungry" said Gio.
I just chuckled and smiled. It was cute seeing them both with Gio.
"What do you want to eat" asked Rico.
"I want pizza" said Gio.
"Alright then let's go get some" said Rico.
"Yay" said Gio.
Rico got up carrying Gio "I'm going to go pick up some pizzas with Gio anyone wants to come" asked Rico.
"I'll go to help you" said Dave.
We told Rico the kind of pizza we wanted and the boys left, leaving me and Sky behind.
I got my suitcases out and I started to pack and organize my clothes.
