A thousand thoughts a day

Raging Hell Hounds

"You are just so useless you know that?"

"No they are just retarded"

Useless and retarded huh? is that the best they can really come up with? it's ok just give them a smile show them that their words are nothing but bullshit. Show those dumbass people that little words like that doesn't hurt like they think it does to you.

"Wow is that really all? you two should come to me when you getting better fucking insults at least ones you have thought of yourself you know?"

They keep talking as you storm off going to your room ,you even over hear one say that they will refuse to give you a ride anymore, that is totally ok you wanted to get kidnapped anyway you wanted to go missing forever anyway show them that they will be so sorry for insulting you like that. Once the door shuts behind you however slowly the true emotion behind the anger appears the fire within your bitter and harsh thoughts coming to reality. Soon a new kind of feeling overtakes you even covering you like how you probably crawl under the blankets at night when it is cold. Ya you told them two simple words could not affect you like they think but really small words like that grow little hell hounds that will follow you around biting at your legs so you doubt your every step. Those two words add on to the other spawns of hell like ugly, annoying, loud, coward, and even a good for nothing fatso. Those little fire dogs growl at you with dipping spit covered fangs, you could even see the blood from the bites a little, they can smell your fear you know the sadness and depression that will quickly turn into tears who knows maybe for once those tears can protect you from the backlash of the hounds for once. 

I mean come on water can take out fire can't it? maybe these hell hounds will see you like this and give you mercy and pity hell even sit by you to comfort you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Are you kidding me!? no my friend these are HELL HOUNDS they want nothing more than to see your weakness they WANT your anger and guilt they WANT your salty sad tears. These hounds want nothing more than to see you at your worse so they can pounce on you like how lions attack injured prey. Can't really blame you for wanting some kind of comfort from this hell though I understand you just want some kind of face to look at you right now and smile to tell you that you are not as useless and retarded as those who did. You want that face to have big arms to protect you from the dogs. To whisper to you nothing but positive words.

This isn't it my friend. what this is RIGHT now is what your utter hell is. The result of your false confidence when you fight or get upset.

The dogs want your blood friend they want you to just feed them already crawling up in your bed to cry yourself to sleep just won't help you right now.

Just feed the raging hell hounds to live another day.