My Demon Mate

Chapter 7

After dinner Hendrix drove me back to the pack house while Lily sang loudly until we got to our destination. Once we brought all of my bags to Zanders room, Lily and Hendrix left leaving me to put away all my new clothes. I squealed out in delight when everything was folded and nicely put away. I felt so happy, today was really fun and I actually made a new friend. I only wish Zander could be here because for some reason I oddly missed him today.

I laid on the huge bed and rolled around waiting for Zander. I don't know why but I felt empty without him and it was bugging me. I sat up and sighed loudly not knowing what to do next.

I heard loud and fast footsteps and I immediately smiled knowing it was Zander. The door swung open hitting the wall loudly only to make the door close shut. My smile slowly faded as I saw Zander walking very fast towards me with rage in his eyes. I got nervous and gripped on to the blanket. He grabbed me roughly placing me on his lap as I straddled him holding me tightly hurting my arms in the process. "Zander you're hurting me" I whimpered

He ignored me only gripping me tighter causing me to cry out in pain, "Zander stop please you're hurting me!"

He immediately let go only to grab onto my wrist with one hand and grab a fist full of hair with the other forcing me to make eye contact. "Why are you acting like this" I cried softly. What did I do to deserve this? He literally said I loved you a few hours ago! What could've possibly made him this mad?!

"Why am I acting like this?! Why am I acting like this!? I'm acting like this because you touched another man! You belong to me and me only do you understand me!? Do you have feelings for that fucken man!? He's nothing but a disgusting pig that's full of shit!! I'll slaughter him right in front of you just to show you who's there real man here!! I'll torture the living hell out of him just to make him squeal like the pathetic pig he is!!!" He screamed furiously in my face causing me to cry in fear. What was he talking about?! What man?? I never touched another man! Hendrix was the only man there and he stood nowhere close to me!

"What man" I cried showing him all my fear towards him hoping he wouldn't get any angier.

"Stop lying!! You know exactly who I'm talking about!! That filthy pig in the restaurant!!" He screamed louder making my wolf cry out for forgiveness.

The restaurant? Did he mean the waiter?! All I did was touch his shoulder. I'm didn't even know his name. I don't know why he was so mad but the best solution here was just to calm him down as fast as I could. I didn't like Zander this way not at all. He scared me like actually scared me. This wasn't him, this was like something possessed him and made him into a monster. I wanted my Zander! Yes my Zander, the one that wouldn't stop showing me affection and was super possessive towards me and always wanted me to be in his arms.

"I'm only yours Zander! I have no such feelings towards him! You're the only man in my life Zander and you're the only man I want and need! I'm sorry for touching him on the shoulder. Please forgive me it will never happen again! I belong to you and you only Zander!" I sobbed loudly.

He let go of my hair and wrist and hugged me tightly not hurting me this time. "Do you really mean that?" He spoke softly with a hint of sadness in his voice

"Yes all of it and I wouldn't have it any other way!" I stuttered trying to catch my breath.

He pulled me away and look into my eyes, "I'm so sorry, please forgive me. I don't know what came over me I was just so jealous and mad I can't stand the thought of you with another man. I put all my anger on you when I should have just killed the guy I'm so sorry please forgive me Amy."

"Just please don't ever yell at me like that again" I sniffled wiping the tears away. Call me crazy I don't care maybe I am. I just wanted him to be with me so bad all I wanted was his gentle, warm, and addicting touch.

"I promise it won't ever happen again!" He kissed and nuzzled into my forehead holding me closely asking for forgiveness.

I didn't know what to do, all I wanted was to pretend that this never happened and go back to the time where Zander was kissing my neck and we were so happy together. Even if he did hurt me I didn't care I just wanted his love and affection and for him to love me. Was this what love is like? Was I falling in love with Zander this quick? I barely met him a week ago.

"Can I go to bed?" I asked gripping onto his shirt

"Yes-Yeah sure I'll leave you alone so you could sleep." He said sadly taking me off his lap and placing me on the bed.

"No"

"No?"

"You said this was our room so this is your bed too."

"But I thought you wouldn't want me near you right now"

"No not at all I want you to hold me, and kiss me, and just love me right now."

"But I hurt you I don't deserve you right now"

"I know you hurt me but that wasn't you Zander and you know it"

His eyes widen in surprise. I got inside the blankets and he turned off the lights. He started taking off his clothes only leaving his boxers on and moved the blanket so he could get inside. Once he was inside he pulled me up to his chest and held me kissing the top of my head. He wrapped his arm around my back pulling the gap between my waist and his hip disappear. His body felt warm and safe. The longer I laid on his body the more I felt sleepy. I was calm and I could finally think straight. Having Zander hold me like this made me feel loved. I just wanted to stay like this forever. My eyes felt heavy but before I let them close I needed to say something before I wouldn't get another chance. I picked my head up and muttered, "I love you, Zander even if you're not yourself right now."