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Cassandra pov

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock filling the dreaded dark room as I lay on my bed that was placed on the right side of my room in the corner

I lay awake wondering if I should get out of bed or not listening to the sound of my alarm clock just staring at the ceiling sad,weirdly feeling almost half full half empty with emotions I can't quite understand or control

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I lay awake wondering if I should get out of bed or not listening to the sound of my alarm clock just staring at the ceiling sad,weirdly feeling almost half full half empty with emotions I can't quite understand or control

I just layed there confused I was so....I didn't know what I was feeling I just felt wierd

I shook off the feelings and turned off my alarm clock it was getting kinda annoying who am I kidding it was really annoying

I got up and changed into this

I got up and changed into this

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I then slipped on these

I grabbed my phone and my keyes then headed out the door with my head down it was feeling like shit and a little bit of happiness surprisingly

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I grabbed my phone and my keyes then headed out the door with my head down it was feeling like shit and a little bit of happiness surprisingly

I walked to my car and began my drive to the sanitorium

I had Jocelyn Flores by Xxxtantacion blasting in my car as I let the music and it's tune consume me as I drived in peace

I arrived at the hell hole and walked in to see subrina with one of the patients,she was on his lap tracing circles on his chest as she flirted with the guy

          

"Whore,"I thought to my self as I rolled my eyes

I got to the room and walked in the door to see Colby asleep,I thought about waking him up but decided to leave him alone

I was about to leave when I heard. "Cassandra?"

"Yes Colby,"I said

"I'm sorry for yesterday,"Colby said I could tell he really meant it by the way he carried himself and his tone

"Me to colbs.......me to,"I said smiling as I sat down

We looked into each others eyes his ocean blue eyes starring into my cold silver eyes his was so bright and detailed.....mine where dull and depressing

"Ok so what do you want to do for today's session,"I said breaking the eye contact because it was getting sexual and I could get fired I really need to have this job Idk why

"Ummm wanna go somewhere they said we could,"Colby said fixing his shirt because I was kinda tucked into his pants and all wierd

"Sure where to,"I said standing up and pulling up my pants

"Umm let's go to a mall last time I was There I pissed people off and got into a fight it was fun I wanna do it again I like annoying people,"Colby said

"Sure thing colbs just don't be really stupid and do something you'll regret,"I said

"Ok and what with the nickname........colbs it sounds weird stop it,"Colby said

"Idk I wanted to give you a nickname so ya........colbs,"I said slightly giggling

"Oh really how about I call you murderer,"Colby said with a strait face obviously pissed off

"Really you murdered people to,"I said harshly

"Fine cassie,"Colby said

"Fine koala bear,"I said smirking as I left the room and waited outside the door as I saw Colby put on his shoes then we left

When we got to the mall I took in a deep breath then got out of the car along with colby

I then locked my car and put the Keyes in my pocket as we walked to the entrance

We walked in and it wasn't that busy

Thank God

We walked to a couple different stores and then we saw hot topic

Me and Colby looked at each other and smirked than ran torward it and looked at the stuff adoring all of it

Colby bought a couple band t's and some braclets then a couple other things

I got this

I got this

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