May 19th, 2015
I hate having to pretend around my mom, but she's so convinced that these pills are good for my health, so I guess I have to.
I'm in my room right now. The pills wore off a little while ago, but when Mom came in and checked on me, I pretended that they were still working.
I hate the pills so so so so so so so so soooooo much. They aren't going to help me get better, despite what everyone thinks.
If only Niall were here. He'd understand.
Speaking of Niall, I looked up some songs by One Direction, his old band. The songs are beautiful. I'm in love with them, especially the ones where Niall has solos. If I ever get to see him again, I want him to sing to me.
I'm also listening to other artists that came up when I searched One Direction. Ed Sheeran, 5 Seconds of Summer, Little Mix. They're all amazing as well.
I wasn't allowed to listen to music at the hospital. Well, no, that's not true. I didn't have any music to listen to, and I couldn't download any, so I didn't listen to music.
I wish I had. Music is amazing.
Sorry, I'm rambling.
Ari
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