After All these years,eight to be exact.
I am impacted by your choices.
I might of over-reacted..The voices are within in my mind.
Was I blind? The pain it stings.
I can't beat my wings to fly away.
When I found you.. My heart stopped.
I dropped as if my heart popped.
I loved you, but you didn't anymore.
I adored you.. But like a cold sore you became painful.
You are now disdainful. You hurt my heart, lying to me.
Maybe it was me...
It feels beastly. When I came home.. you didn't show.
It was quite a blow, I don't know what I expected.
I am affected. Several months went by and I went on with my life.
Unexpected when you showed up at work.
My heart was unprotected. It was awkward talking to you.
My heart went knocking, throbbing as it broke when our eyes met.
I broke out in a cold sweat as pieces of me fell apart.
The tears ran down my face.
I pace within my heart. It was then I realized I had to let you go Josiah.
When I saw you close up I realized you didn't care.
In my despair I cried until the dawn. Until no tears could fall.
It was a hardball, My own miscall. A shortfall of what I wanted.
Now I am haunted by your memory. My trajectory is out of wack.
Several months later. You showed again at another work.
The spark died that day.
I didn't sway or give you a passing glance. You lost your chance.
Because I am done hurting. My love for you is faded.
I am jaded and degraded, I am wounded.
But its okay.. Some people are meant to leave in life.
I am about to be somebody's wife.
Im setting down the knife.
Its sadly the way of life.
I let you go Josiah, But I will cherish our childhood.
You remain within my heart.
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Spoken Word and Songs (2013-2018)
PoetryA collection of songs and poems I have written over time, they have my collection of things I have written from 2013 to 2018, The newer things are within the second poetry book; Spoken word 2019 I will be making a new one once the new year rolls ov...
