If I Would Fall Again

Chapter 3: How it is.

RED's POV.

I'm Kyle Redrick Xinque III. Just call me RED for short. *wink*

Let me describe myself. I'm rich, talented, smart, gentlemen, and of course handsome. ;) isa ako sa mga kinababaliwang lalaki dito sa Philemon Academy. I'm on my 4th year highschool.

Oo na saakin na nga lahat. LAHAT.

Pero marami rin akong pagkakamali.

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papunta ako sa rooftop. Lunch na kasi. Hindi ako pumasok nung nakaraang araw at kanina kakaisip. 'Oo kakaisip sakanya'..

Pero habang na sa daan ako papuntang rooftop ay nakita ko si Kia-nna.. Kianna Llayne Reyes.

'The person who loved me" ex best friend ko siya.. Pero Hindi ko alam na nagkakagusto na pala siya sakin.. Hindi ko siya pinaasa.. Hindi ko naman intensyong masaktan siya. Dahil mahal ko siya.. At nagsisisi ako sa ginawa kong pagkakamali..

Gusto ko nang mabalik yung dati. Yung dating kami. Hindi man kami nag karon ng relasyon dati, pero yung sakit naging doble pa.. Nawalan ako ng mahal, at nawalan rin ako ng kaibigan. I admit it. I miss her so damn much. I want her back.. And I will do everything just to be with her again. And if it'll happen, I would hold her every seconds of my life. I love her. I really do..

Nilapitan ko siya...

Habang papalapit ako sakanya, kumakabog ng malakas ang dibdib ko. Sana tanggapin niya parin ako.. >_<

Ki-anna..

She look at my eyes. Her face has the empty feelings and I feel it..

With no emotion showed, she walk and left me here where I stand. Like the way I left her.. I think she have now moved on.

I ran and followed her. I want to talk to her. In that way I hope she will understand me.

Just give me a chance Kianna and I will love you please... Please..

Kianna! Please talk to me.

Hindi parin siya tumigil sa paglalakad. Kaya hinarangan ko yung daan niya.

>_<

Kianna. Please let's talk. In a private place.   ani ko dahil maraming mata ang nakatingin saming dalawa ngayon.

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Fuck

Wala na tayong dapat pang pag usapan. Just stay away from me RED. I don't want you anymore. I guess you will understand me. Right?? You left me. And I hope one day you would feel the things I encountered with you RED. At the end of the day, you will regret those things that happened. I learned my lessons RED. Then try to learn yours. Wala sa sariling binanggit niya nang dere deretso.

Ang sakit pala.

Sobra..

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Pagkasabing pagkasabi niya nung mga salitang yun ay natauhan ako. Base sa mga binanggit niya, nasaktan nga talaga siya. Malalaman mo sa isang tao kung nasaktan siya sa mga ginawa mo kapag nagbago na siya. Wala na yung Kianna na kilala ko. Akala ko kahit nasaktan ko na siya at matatanggap niya parin ako. Ang tanga ko! Bakit ko pa kasi pinakawalan siya nang dahil lang sa sinabi ni dad.

>_<

"Hindi niya pa alam ang totoo".

Mahal kita Kianna. Sobra. Akin ka nalang ulit. Please.

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Kanina pa pala ako nakatayo at Hindi ko namalayang wala na pala siya. Maraming studyanteng nakatingin sakin. Ang iba nag bubulungan. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang pinag uusapan nila. Pero alam Kong tungkol samin yun ni Kianna. SAKIN.

Umalis ako nang parang walang nangyari.

I went to the parking lot and drove myself to a peaceful place where I can express all my feelings while talking to those flowers around me.

GARDEN PARK.

Gusto kong umiyak sa tuwing naiisip ang mga nangyari kanina. Yung mga sinabi niya. Hindi ko alam kung totoo ba talaga lahat nang yun. Dahil hindi ako naniniwala. Ang sakit lang talaga.

"I don't want you anymore"

"I don't want you anymore"

"I don't want you anymore"

Nagpaulit ulit sa isip ko yung mga katagang sinabi niya. Kasabay ng pagbagsak ng mga luha ko. Para makatakas sa realidad ay kinuha ko ang earphones at iPhone ko at nag pa music.

(Now playing: Too Good At Goodbyes"
By: Sam Smith

You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool🎶
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before🎶
I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt
Every time you hurt me, the less that I cry🎶🎶
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you🎶
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) 🎶
I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul
I'm never gonna let you close to me🎶
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you🎶
In case you go and leave me in the dirt
Every time you hurt me, the less that I cry🎶🎶
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you🎶
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) 🎶🎶

Sakit.

You must think that I'm heartless. You never knew how much I love you. I just hide my feelings. I'm afraid. I'm so sorry for the things that made you broke.

I will not give up. Until I will bring you back. Just be mine. AGAIN. ♥

Fight RED. ♥

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