Could you meet someone so infuriating(or perhaps infatuating) at the one place where you thought you would always be at peace? Hmmm...if so, how about seeing how Delilah dealt with the boy who always seemed to have a different identity every time th...
"What...? I-is it really him...? No, it can't be...then again..."
I was in a constant conflict with myself as I tried to decide if that celebrity on stage was the same werdio that came to the cafe for his abomination. So far I haven't been able to choose wether he is sugar coffee guy or not.
"Oh god...I think I'm going to die." She pauses for a odd moment which caused me to look at her, "Right after I take a picture of us!" Miri certainly has her life all summed up into one materialistic item. Unfortunately, I don't think I can say the same for myself.
He continued to look at me, and I immediately began to feel a bit uncomfortable from his gaze. So I tried to hide behind a taller fan but instead of providing shelter I was handed a glare and another person to avoid in a dark ally.
"Everyone! There's someone very special in the crowd, and I'm dedicating this performance to her! Will you all help me make this a once in a life time experience?" He suddenly pulled the mic to his mouth and yelled this to his adoring fans. In effect they all responded with a resounding "Yes!" The expressions of the fans where mixed from anger, to jealousy, to excitement.
Sugar coffee- I mean 'Kim Taehyung' looked to the band behind him and gave a quick gesture to them signaling for them to start the intro. As the band started he closed his eyes and once he opened them they completely changed. It was as if he wore an entirely new mask; his eyes had this sudden flare to them; but maybe not a flare but a fire.
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"숨겨왔어 I tell you something 그저 묻어두기엔 이젠 버틸 수가 없는 걸 왜 그땐 말 못 했는지 어차피 아파와서 정말 버틸 수가 없을 걸 Now cry 너에게 너무 미안할 뿐야 또 cry 널 지켜주지 못해서"
His voice was amazingly deep once he began to sing. I felt a sudden pain in my chest, feeling the heat in my cheeks rise I began to fan myself but it only made the situation worse. My throat began to become dry and my breath began to quicken. Not knowing what was happening to me I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself down. It worked, though I could still feel the after effects.
"Aaaahhh! He's so amazing!"
"He's just perfect!"
"I wish I could meet him!"
I heard all of these desires and comments around me I just wanted to block them out, so I could just listen to the concert. It is my first ever concert though it's weird I'm so excited I've never had any thought about attending these kind of gatherings.
Inhaling the corrupted air of sweat I closed my eyes and suddenly I thought of Damien. His eyes were just as fiery as Kim Taehyung's. I was so happy to see him excited, but he left me...and that hurt me, painfully. Was I just a tool for him? Am I just a tool for him to use?
Two years ago:
I watched him from afar, well maybe not so far but a reasonable distance from him. Suddenly he turned and faced directly at me, soon a large grin grew at his lips.
"Hey beautiful! Did you miss me?" His bright blue eyes glistened under the sun above us. The dark brown mess of hair that inhabited the very top of his head was pulled back from his hat. His voice always made me melt inside and I never knew why, that was until he asked me out.
We were always together, inseparable. I loved the attention he gave me, I loved his presence around me. He planted a kiss, my very first kiss, and it was one of the most memorable things to ever happen to me.
But from something that used to make me blush at the thought of it, turned into something that made my heart ache in so much pain.
"......"
He rushed through the crowd around us and just as he was about to reach me; he passed right next to me. I heard him speak once again and it wasn't to me, it thought it would be normal. I mean I am pretty short.
But....
But he passed me; as if I was never there.
And that was my first heartbreak. Just in that moment; I changed; and I knew I would never be the same.
Never again, will I let someone do this to me, never.
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It took me a few weeks to wrap my head from his 'betrayal', but now I know better. So I should actually thank him for making me realize this; not everyone is as they seem.
"더 깊이 더 깊이 상처만 깊어져 되돌릴 수 없는 깨진 유리 조각 같아 더 깊이 매일이 가슴만 아파져 내 죄를 대신 받던 연약하기만 했던 너 그만 울고 tell me something 용기 없던 내게 말해봐 "그 때 나한테 왜 그랬어?" "미안"
Suddenly I felt a small shiver make its way up my spin. And as I turned to the center of the stage there he was again, watching me with his burning eyes. Quickly i averted my eyes from his gaze, if I was Miri I think I would've fainted from his attention. Thankfully I'm not as addicted to this concert as she is.
He danced with remembrance and was skillful as he moved through the choreography. It made him look as if the dance was carved into his body. With a quick turn he gave a heartbreakingly beautiful wink, many of the fans near him reached out in attempt to touch him.
The show continued for another hour, once he had completely finished he pulled the mic to him.
"Thank you everyone for coming!" He moved his eyes to me "I think I made a good impression on her."
And yeah, he did.
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