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JACK + BROOKLYN

Brooklyn's p.o.v:

It was now 4 am and everyone had gone to their respected rooms, Rye and Harvey, Andy and Mikey and me and Jack. I was there trying to get to sleep but I kept hearing Jack sigh and turning in bed. I usually would have been able to fall asleep if he was turning but I was lay next to him. I wanted to say something to him, ask if he was okay but I know Jack he'd say he was fine and close himself off. I guess he though I was asleep as he tried his best to stay quiet but it was hurting me knowing that he couldn't sleep. He hasn't slept properly for a while now. I know more than the other boys do, he told me that he has insomnia but he won't tell me how he got it yet. The only reason he even told me he had it was because I was his boyfriend. After a while I turned round and put my arm around Jack's waist then pulled him closer to me. He lifted his head up signaling that he wanted to lean on my arm so I put my arm under his head and he put his head back down and laced his fingers in mine.

"Sorry I-I thought you were asleep." Jack said sounding like he felt guilty.

"It's fine Jack. Are you okay you've not been able to sleep more than usual recently?" I asked. When I finished asking I felt a tear hit my arm so I rolled Jack over so he was facing me, still keeping my arm round his waist and my other under his head. I moved my arm from his waist and dried the tears that were slowly falling from his eyes. 

"I'll tell you tomorrow what's wrong I promise I-I just can't at the minute." He said which broke mt heart knowing that there was something or maybe even someone that was hurting my baby.

"Take as long as you need baby, I just want to know what's wrong so I can help you." I said as Jack moved closer to my chest finally starting to settle down and get comfy.

"Does lying like this help you sleep Jack." I asked as he put his head in the crook of my neck.

"Yeah." He whispered.

"Why didn't you tell me then." I asked feeling kind of bad that I could of been helping him sleep but I wasn't.

"I didn't want to bother you with my problems." Jack said as he let another tear spill from his eyes.

"Hey, your my boyfriend, therefore that means your problems become my problems and besides I like sleeping like this. I can look at you sleep, look at how adorable you are." I said as I dried his tears and then started to run my fingers through his hair. 

"Thank you, Brooky." Jack said. After that I felt Jack relax and he fell asleep soon after. It was so nice to see him asleep peacefully, it was something I hadn't seen for a long time. 

**TIME SKIP TO NEXT DAY 1PM**

We were all stood in the kitchen some making tea some making food when out of the corner of my eye I saw Jack start to sway a bit. When I turned to look at him he looked as if he was about to faint.

"Jack are you okay?" Andy asked as all the boys turned to face Jack 

"I think I'm gonna pass out." Jack said as he fell forwards. I ran at him and caught him before he hit the floor and picked him up so that his legs were loosely wrapped around my waist and his arms were over my shoulders, I put my arms around his waist to support his weight as I carried him to our room and lay him on the bed before sitting down next to him. 

"What just happened?" Mikey asked from the doorway looking very concerned.

"He hasn't been sleeping well and even last nigh when he did sleep we had to be up at 8:30 so he didn't sleep much." I replied as I moved further up the bed so that his head was now resting on my lap. I started to run my fingers through his hair.

"Why hasn't he been sleeping?" Rye questioned. All three boys stood in the door way shared the same worried look.

"He has insomnia." I replied as Jack started to open his eyes.

"Oh." They boys said. Jack was now fully awake and looking me in the eyes with a sort of pained look so I pulled him further up the bed so that he was sat on my knee with his legs wrapped round my waist and his head was resting on my shoulder. 

"We'll come back later." Andy said as the boys walked off after they saw the look on Jack's face. 

"Hey, you okay baby?" I said as I rubbed circled onto his back. 

"No." He replied. I just pulled him a bit closer to me so his chest was against mine and he wrapped his arms around my neck.

"I need to tell you why I have insomnia." Jack said lifting his head up from my shoulder and moving his arms so that his hands were now against my chest. 

"When I was younger my parents t-they...they abused me and I always struggled to sleep at night in fear that they were going to walk into my room in the middle of the nigh and hit me telling me how much of a quote 'fucking disappointment and mistake' I was to them. Since then even though I know they can't get to me here I struggle sleeping out of fear that I'm going to open my eyes and see them stood there. Than's why I sleep better when I sleep next to you and I'm against your chest because you make me feel safe." Jack explained. As he did my heart broke knowing that his own parents were the ones that caused this precious boy in front of me to be this broken that he can't even sleep without someone next to him to protect him. 

"They're not going anywhere near you again baby I won't let them, let me know if things ever get that bad again please. I hate seeing you cry." I said as he just replied with a simple thank you then leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. 

"I love you baby." I said as Jack smiled.

"I love you too." Jack said as we moved so we were lay down. Jack being cuddled up into my chest resting his head on my arm and me running my fingers through his hair. Withing minutes he fell asleep, I wasn't going to let anything else bad happen to him not as long as I live.

A/N: Going to sleep now. I actually have to get up early tomorrow.