Justin
I felt terrible as I stared at my text message.
Hey
It's been saying read for four hours now.
It hadn't felt right to go into that auditorium with that girl and get a blowjob.
I had denied her request for sex, saying that I didn't have a condom but it was because I felt disgusted with myself.
Before I'd left I told her to never speak to me again and not to send any of her friends either.
I thought about what Lavender would react if she knew.
I couldn't see Lavender doing those things.
Wearing those clothes.
Saying those things.
But to imagine her being that...
I looked down at myself and got up to lock my bedroom door.
I didn't need Briana to walk in on me with a full erection.
This made me feel even worse.
For my body to openly acknowledge the fact that I want her.
I don't know why.
Sure she's hot but she's not that type of person
"Damn it." I cursed.
I need something to get my mind off of her.
I need to think about anything other than her.
I don't want people to think that I'm around her for sex.
I feel very confident that she's one of those people that 'save themselves' until marriage.
I doubt that she's had her first kiss already.
Her lips looked untouched by anything other than lip gloss.
They looked so soft.
Her skin in general just looked soft.
Now I could see myself just grabbing her and devouring her, inch-by-inch.
Crap. I'm a creep.
I may as well be her stalker.
But I want her.
I can't help.
Like she said, I'm a boy with hormones.
But I'd have to satisfy myself some other way.
I want her but I like her innocence more than anything else.
Any other girl I've been with has been through something and come back from it a changed person.
But she's different. She doesn't let her inability to hear get in the way of her being great.
It was obvious as soon as I met her.
She still has a sparkle in her eye and that adorable, bubby laugh.
She's like a child. She would be a child if you took away her raw sexiness.
Even seeing her face turned me on.
With her brilliant blue eyes and seductive smile.
It wasn't enough to cause me to get a boner right where I stood but enough to want to grab her and make out.
I want to feel her hands on me.
Even if it's only on my face.
I need to see if her skin is as soft as it looks.
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My phone buzzed.
Hey. Sorry. I was busy. Did you need something?
I picked it up and read it over a couple of times.
I shouldn't be thinking of her naked but it was hard.
Literally.
Yeah. For you to reply.
I could hear her laughter.
I said I'm sorry. Calm down.
I wish.
Ok. I'll text again in 45 minutes.
I threw my phone on my bed and grabbed my towel.
I looked both ways before running to the bathroom.
I took a cold shower until my Dad came knocking on the door, saying that I didn't pay the bills.
I don't know why.
I haven't taken a hot shower since I first saw Lavender.
It's not like he's stuck using cold water.
I walked back to my room, somewhat relaxed.
This is better.
I'd better be careful. I can't take two showers in one day.
I grabbed my phone and texted her before I started to get dressed.
Surely she would need a few minutes.
She responded immediately.
You're 14 minutes early.
You were waiting?
Yes. Do you honestly think I have anything better to do with my life?
Um yeah.
Like what?
Sit around and look pretty. Duh. If not-so-pretty people can do it then very pretty people can too.
Are you calling me pretty?
I'm not calling you ugly.
People are not ugly. They're just different.
If you don't like to be called pretty I have a few other words to describe you.
Hey. You said you didn't just give me your number to inconspicuously flirt.
I never said that I wasn't going to flirt with you. I said that I wouldn't do it inconspicuously.
....
Would you like me to announce it to the whole school?
No. Every teacher knows my parents. They've started questioning me about you.
Are they asking how handsome I am?
They're asking what are our intentions. Your intentions with me and my intentions with you.
And you said...
That we were just friends, Right?
Ouch. Friend zoned already.
You're avoiding the question. What are your intentions with me?
I can't tell you that through a text message. You'd avoid me afterwards.
You're nasty.
No you're nasty for assuming. I could've said something chivalrous like 'wanting to go out sometime'.
Are you asking me out?
Not yet.
Well in advance, I'm saving myself so don't even think about it.
I started thinking about it.
About what?
You know.
I do know.
I don't.
Sex.
So you're still a virgin and you will be until you get married, right?
I didn't say until marriage. I just want to wait until I'm ready.
And your parents?
They want me to die a virgin.
Sucks to be you.
You're not a virgin?
No.
You're sixteen.
And a half.
Oy vey. Excuse me for asking.
You'll lose it eventually, right?
I guess so.
Then you and I are the same.
Whatever.
And while we're on this subject I'm letting you know in advance...
What?
Your Virginity is mine.
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Ayyyyyyy
I've run out of things to say. Happy Easter I guess.
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