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              * Zachs pov*
    Yesterday was the best day ever, im so happy i can finally call Jack Avery mine..... But theres still one more thing we have to do............. Jack has to come out to Everyone except the boys and we have to annouce were officially dating.
      This weeks and off week so we all were gonna go home but Jack also wanted to come out to his family this week, I called my mom and told her what happened yesterday and then i asked if it was ok if i come home another week to visit, and of course she said yes.
     We got on the plane and Jack took my hand, "Thank you" he said "for what" i looked at him confused "For not making me do this alone" i smiled at him "Were in this together".
    We landed in Jacks home town and were surrounded by fans "Zach why are you here"   "why didn't you go to Dallas"      "are you and your family fighting"     they all kept trying to get me to tell but i couldnt, i couldn't do that to Jack.  
     We got outside to Jacks moms car, Jack ran to his mom, then isla, his little sister, they both hugged me after Jack.
    We got to the house and went to Jacks room, he looked at me and sighed "whats wrong hun" i say "Im scared zach, scared of what they'll say" he says sitting down on his bed "They love you jacky, everything will be ok" I say walking over and sitting mext to him wrapping my arms around him "I love you zach" he says smiling "i love you to Jack"
   After unpacking we walked out to the living room "Mom, i need to talk to you and the girls" Jack says "Ok" she says going and getting the girls, everyone sat down "Whats going on Jack" she says looking concerned "Well, um" He said his eyes watering, I look at him and whisper "its ok", I put my hand on his back, he takes a big breath and he says "Im gay", I tear runs down his face "Jack, its ok I'm here" I say hugging him.  His mom looks at him and says "Im proud of you hun" She hugs him and walks oit of the room, He says "Zach and i are dating by the way" He starts to cry and walks out of the room, of course i follow him........
     "Baby I say walking over to the boy sobbing in the corner of his room "Shhh its ok baby, im here" i say holding his head to mt chest, "She hates me zach" he says looking up at me, "She does not baby boy, she loves you my mom did the same thing, she needed a minute but then she supported me 100% and so will your mom" I say wiping away his tears "idk zach" he says then continues with "Wanna go see your family i don't really wanna be here right now" He says kissing my forehead "If thats what you want"

  *WARNING SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS*
   *time skip cause im lazy*
We got on the plane and sat down Jack took my hand and kissed it "I love you" He said, I smiled then leaned over and kissed him....
I took my phone out and started scrolling through instagram comments on my recent when i came acrossed a bunch of different comments saying "Fag" and "go die" stuff like that, I've never took them seriously but this time i did, I felt like i was going to cry so i got up and went to the bathroom.....
   When i got there i looked at myself in the mirror, maybe there right, maybe they are all right maybe the world would be better without me....
  Its been almost 3 months since i cut myself but ever since I've kept a blade in the back of my phone case i don't know why but i do, So of course stupid me takes it out........
*cut*
for being me
*cut*
for the fans
*cut*
For jack
*cut*
for the boys
*cut*
for my family
*cut*
For Jack again
  After the last cut i heard a knock on the door "Yah" i say through my tears "Zachy its Jack, please let my in baby boy please" He says.  I hurry and clean my arms and the blade, i slip the blade in a bag and stick it in the very bottom of the garbage, then i pull my sleeves over the cuts and dry my tears, i open the door and he grabbed me and hugged me so tightly "Are you ok" He said sounding worried "Yah" i said lying straight through my teeth "No your not baby" he said looking at me "Jack, i keep seeing comments telling me the world would be better without me and that i should do everyone a favor and die" i said trying my best to be strong "Zachy don't listen to them, you have so many people that love you and i don't know what i would do without you" he pauses "i'd be broken" I give him a small smile "I love you" i say, We walk back to our seats and sit down i fall asleep, i wake up and Jacks sleeping i check my phone and see jack tagged me in a post on insta

  I hurry and clean my arms and the blade, i slip the blade in a bag and stick it in the very bottom of the garbage, then i pull my sleeves over the cuts and dry my tears, i open the door and he grabbed me and hugged me so tightly "Are you ok" He ...

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JackAverymusic- Go ahead and call this boy names but if your gonna say things to him then you should call me names to because he i am, Im gay me Jack Avery is gay and i am happily dating Zachary herron, Baby boy I love you and i will always be by your side💙💙💙
Jonahmarais- You go Jack we love you guys
Corbynbesson- Luv yah guys
Danielseavy- We love you zach
Loganpaul- Thats my boiiiiiis!!!
Mammaherron- I love you my babies and im so happy for you two!!!!!!!!!!

I smiled while reading that.....

    Im the luckest person alive💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗




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