ray pov
what chres said to me last night got me thinking really hard so i didn't cut myself I just cried all night long .When I woke I had red eyes and my hair was still out then I went downstairs to see my boys on the couch talking then they stopped and looked at me.
prod-have u been crying all night
I nodded my head yes
prince-look roc told us what u was gonna do were u really gonna cut yourself?
I signed
me-look I had so much stress built up it seemed like the best option at the time so I was
prod- y
me- it was my only option
prince-we never seen u like this so u must really be in love with her to go from killing 2 people almost three to about to cut yourself I have no words.
roc-yeah u taken it the hardest out of anyone really
a tear slide down my cheek
prod-oh no please don't cry again
I went upstairs and took a shower and put on some grey sweats with a tank top and left my hair down and put my Domo hat on and went downstairs
me-i be back
prod-where u heading out to?
me-to see my love bye
chres pov
me-this is really bad
prod-i know I just can't believe he was about to cut himself it was most likely gonna kill him
me-yn has to make it or he will definetly kill himself without thinking twice or even once
prince-this is a brand new ray
me-right so prod u and ray bros again?
prod-he said we never stopped
I nodded
me-come on
I said as I was getting up
prince- where we going?
me-to pay lexi a little visit
prince-ok
(lexi house)
lexi pov
I messed up really bad I lost ray forever I have to apologize to ray and most importantly yn
I heard a knock on my door which is weird I wasn't expecting anyone ever so I looked out the peep hole and saw prod,prince,and roc I was neverous at first but I opened it after a minuet or two
me- hi
roc-u know u messed up really bad u was about to make ray kill himself !!!!
prod-u r horrible
prince-how do u feel about yourself we almost lost our friend cuz of u!!!
me-i know and I'm truly sorry guys
roc-u saying sorry to the wrong people u know that and sorry doesn't cover up anything
prod-yn is in a coma because of u and might not wake up
I broke down in tears
me-i didn't want any of this to happened ughhh I hate my life ray was the best thing that ever happened to me and I lost him forever and ever cuz he loves yn not me he will never love me he told me that yesterday !!!!
