CURSED

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Nelia's P.O.V

The sun sat low in the horizon. An attemp to fill the earth with last ray of light. Bathing the sky in blood red, deep orange and bright yellow. If I don't know any better I would rather say that it was mocking me. Letting me see and reminding me of all the blood of countless people I've killed direct or indirectly. Being the war advisor and one of the top elite warriors of a large rouge group . I was taught to kill or be killed. I no longer have a home to return too. Honestly I just want to die and end everything but my wolf has never done anything wrong. She doesn't deserve to die along with me.

"Don't you even dare!! We already talked about this. No talk of dying until we found our mate.!!!" she snapped.
Not even bothering to say sorry for barging into my consciousness. 

"You really like that guy?! We haven't even meet him. He probably doesn't even exist!!" i snapped back. After turning 18 she became insistent in finding her mate. After 5 years of searching and finding nothing she didn't even give up, she became very insistent to the point that it's already annoying.

"He exist!! No doubt about it!"

"You sounded so sure."

" Because I am."

"Aren't you afraid?"

"Of course not!! If you are afraid that he won't like us. Then you need to look at the mirror."

"Do you honestly believed that he would like a killer as a mate?"

"which is why i have told you countless of times to just leave this sh*t hole and find a pack and live peacefully"

"You know that i can't do that. Anyone who would lay eyes on you would kill you on the spot." that silenced her.

For being an assassin a lot of people would want me dead. And due to my wolfs unique fur color, if anyone would see me in wolf worm i would instantly be hunt down and killed. A normal pack life was a dream i can't probably reach without dying.

After the sun has set I climb down from the tree. The only time where I could watch the sun was during it's final rays. The sunset. I cannot stand the light of it during the day it was blinding. Due to being blindfolded for years my eyes has been used to darkness and became very sensitive to light. The forest is pitch black and my senses kick in. I walked back to the place where the group was resided. I cannot call it a pack for rouges have no pack and packs are like family they look out and take care of each other but we didn't. We more look like a big group of thieves and killers waiting for the next order of the leader to which pack we should be raiding next. This has been the group I have belonged too for the past 7 years. Even though I never wanted this I don't have a choice. If I left not only the pack wolves would wan't me dead but this group would hunt me down too. I need to pretend that i belonged here to keep myself alive at least until my wolf has found her mate even if it means killing against my will.

I stand and face an abandoned looking building to which was used as a residence of our leader. I walked to the door and knock . It was opened instantly and I was ordered to follow to a room where all the meeting for battle plan was held. After walking in I instantly knew that something is off. My senses was screaming danger and my wolf was pacing inside my head. Ordering me to run. But i can't run. It would just give them a reason to kill me. I waited and look at the people around the room. They looked rigid, eyes are watchful and alert. They are watching my every move as I walked inside the room and sitted in one of the chairs around the table.

"Glad you came Silver, we though you run away." Desmon our leader spoke.

"Why would I?"

"Well, it was because you were normally be here 30 mins before the meeting but today you arrived on the dot. I was just used to see you sitting there before everyone else."

"I was just thinking of the plan. Like you ask me too"

"hmm. Well, since you're here already let's hear what you have come up with."

I lay out my plan for them but honestly I was not sure about it. The pack that Desmon wanted to attack was the biggest pack around, the Crimson pack. I honestly think that it was a dumb idea to attack the pack. Not only they're the biggest but because they where the strongest too. According to the rumor their alpha is ruthless especially to rouges. He kills them if he saw them. Young, old ,men or women no question asked.

After the meeting has ended we are dismissed and was ordered to get ready for a scouting mission. It makes me wonder if my wolf was just being paranoid for ordering me to run. The plan was to send a small group to scout the pack border before sending the signal for a full force attack. The element of surprise was the only option for the crimson pack is huge we are no doubt out numbered. And this is the only time where we can attack for their alpha is out of town.

After putting up my gears and daggers. Tying my hair and securing my blindfold to protect my eyes from the sudden light that could distracts me. My ears are very sensitive to the point that i could point out where everything was even without seeing anything. I went out to meet the people that will be with me in scouting.

I walked to the fire tree a kilometer away from Desmon's rotten lair where the assign place to meet with the scouts.I hear hush sound of a knife being thrown in the air and being catch. A low rumble to a stomach wanted to be feed and a scribing on paper. Knowing full will who would make such sounds.

Luka the knife- addict
Derek the hungry beast
And Mord the evil scribbler

They are among the best hunters in the group but they makes unnecessary sound which makes them worst choice for scouting. Why the hell would Desmon choose this wierdos?

"Finally the princess has arrived." Luka retorted. I could hear excitement in his voice.

"Let's just get this over with I'm hungry!" Derek snapped.

"Agreed" Mord says boredom evident  his voice.

They all faced me and I know right then and there that Desmon didn't make a worst choice for scouting  but the best choice for eliminating. And that particular elimination was without a doubt directed towards me.

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Yes. An update finally huhhooo... Sorry about that guys. I was away for a little outing with my SSG family so i wasn't able to update.. We have gone to molocaboc island and there's no signal there and electricity is limited as well as fresh water. But the view is amazing. Hehe..

Anyways thanks for understanding.. I'll update again..hopefully not as long as this one...

Love you guys. Thanks for reading.

-linker30