Our Life With Them [BTS]

5

"Min Hye ah." Joon shouted.

"Who's Min Hye?" Clarissa barely given a look at the photo when her attention was switched to Joon.

"Oh ya...." Clarissa shook her head and walked to the direction his voice came from.

"This is your room." He opened the door slowly, making the door creak.

"This?! Is my room?" Clarissa stared at it unbelievably.

"Are you sure?" Clarissa walked slowly.

"Yes."

"But..... it doesn't feel like home... this house is so big and yet nowhere in this mansion do I feel at home...." Clarissa shook her head.

"There must be another place. Another place where I once called home." Clarissa turned her head to Joon, who had his head lowered.

"Well..... there is." Joon looked up.

"So......? Where is it?" Clarissa couldn't believe she was believing everything the stranger was saying.

"You don't want to go there. Now, let's move on to our old school." Joon pushed the question aside.

"..... sure." Clarissa shrugged.

Reaching the school gate, she stared at the familiar walls of the school. Memories were made and hearts were broken in this school compound, giving her a both happy and sad feeling.

".... won't the principal find it strange that an already graduated student brought a stranger to his or her school?" Clarissa didn't want to enter the school. Giving a bunch of excuses to avoid stepping in.

"The principal is my aunt." Joon sighed. He didn't want to bring anything from the past up. Especially when Clarissa could barely remember anything from the past.

"Oh wow...." Clarissa didn't know what else to say.

"Now let's stop wasting time and go in." Joon dragged her in the school.

"I.... feel belonged here...." Clarissa stroked the walls.

"That's because this once belonged to you and-" Joon stopped. Should I tell her about the boys? Joon hesitated.

"And?" Clarissa dragged the word.

"BTS..." Joon stared at the painful walls. The place where he has been bullied. And the place where he had been saved by Clarissa.

"Woah, how'd we get this room?!" Clarissa said, shocked at how big their room was.

"No one knows about this room. BTS found it themselves and one day, you came. Then everything slowly worked it's way up. Hatred turned into love." Join walked around the room.

"Pfft hahahahaha who the hell put this here." Clarissa laughed at the sign on the door.

"Genius lab...." Joon opened the door slowly. The keyboard was still in the same position. The Kumamon plushies were still sitting still on the shelf. Everything was still the same. But just covered in dirt.

"Book." Clarissa pointed at the hardly visible notebook next to the keyboard.

"Wha-" before Joon could say anything, Clarissa rushed over to the notebook and opened it.

"These..... songs.... HERE!! HERE'S THE SONG I WAS HUMMING!!" Clarissa shouted. Not believing everything she was seeing right now.

"What do you mean? You mean that song book? It belonged to Suga hyung." Joon ruffled his hair.

"Suga....." Clarissa tried to remember anything that had to do with Yoongi but failed to do so. She flipped the pages, slowly. The songs stopped. But a few sentences were left on each of the pages.

I miss you. When are you coming back?

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I made a mistake. Letting you go.

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Days without you feels like years.

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Come back before I fall into depression again...

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Why must everyone I love leave me...

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Was it the wrong decision? I mean splitting up the band.

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I miss the days we spent together.

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Even if I couldn't reach you, at least you were visible.

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I wish you were here to make everything right again.

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I'm falling apart...

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I don't want to release the songs without you.

And finally reached the last page.

We could've been legends. With the songs we wrote together.

These words made her confused. Who wrote songs together? Legends? What happened? Clarissa had completely forgotten about what the lady told her in the plane. There was a date on the very top of that page.

14.02.15

The last sentence was written two years ago. He used to come here everyday to maintain the place. He created new music by himself but it never felt right without Clarissa around. One day, he stopped coming. He stopped writing. He stopped playing music. He left it abandoned.

"I think we should go before it gets too late." Joon said, snapping her back into reality.

"But we haven't even explored the whole school back. What if I suddenly remember something while we're exploring." Clarissa wanted to know more. She didn't want to feel like something was missing again.

"We can come back tomorrow." Joon stretched.

"Oh come on. Just one more place. Please." Clarissa pouted.

"Fine." Joon couldn't resist her. Even after years, he still had feelings for her.

"Where are we going?" Joon and Clarissa was walking along the corridor.

"You'll see." Joon brought her behind he school. The giant field was amazing. There was a shade, poorly maintained, and covered with wild plants such as flowers and ferns.

"Min Hye," Joon turned around.