Love Sucks (One shot)

L O V E - four letters that has many meanings to us
it bound us together to god, as families, friends or to The One that has a reserve space in your heart that occupies for someone you would love forever.

but not everyone had a happy ending with that chosen one,
most suffer from wrong love.

it sucks right? specially when you're hurt and wasted

you feel like you are never gonna free yourself because the pain is suffocating you.

assuming things that you should'nt, crossing the lines that you should'nt

you let yourself love

it is your freedom to love

but then, they say "love takes time"

would you believe? if you believe, why?

and if you're not, why?

if you believe then you know how to wait patiently for it

if you can do that i salute you, especially when you're a boy.

you know, because some say the boy should do the first move when it comes to courting the girl they love.

well, i believe it's the appropriate way.

but we have different opinions to say so i respect yours.

but in this Era we have now, girls who will chase their crush or even their love to do the first move.

im not saying that its wrong, but like i've said we have different opinions.

love has the pain stick to it
it's like a glue that you cannot remove easily in your heart .

who would want a one sided love?

its hard.

loving someone from afar
seeing your love laughing with other people.

it can make you jealous.

but who are you to complain if you're just loving him/her from afar?

no one can tell unless yourself

was it bad to love someone, that you know will never love you back?

maybe it depends on the situation right?

let's say for example:

if the case you had a past with him/her, past that still haunting you, past that you want to forget, sometimes you want to regret, everything that happened.

but it still there

the memories you had with that someone lingers in your mind.

but whether you want to regret it or not you're still caged with the feelings

the fact that you love him/her truely.

but don't cage yourself forever learn how to value youself and love yourself.

because you cannot give the love you want to give if you dont have it yourself.

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[i badly want to move on

so i ask some close people in my circle on how to move on
they said it's acceptance that you need to do

so i think about it, acceptance? that's it, accept the facts that you were never gonna be with him/her, accept that you loved him/her and it ends there, let go and be free, give yourself the freedom you deserve.]

easy to say than done.

but it's better to think of it that way, and not being selfish for your sake

because some people go insane when it comes to love after ended up getting a heart break because it truly hurts when you know your feelings are true.

it hurts to feel that way being not loved back, realizing things that maybe im not enough, insecurities, and everything that makes the water in yours eyes fall down.

It's okay to cry. It can lessen your heavy feelings

some build the anger inside them and took revenge

its fool of you if you did that, it makes no change, its not gonna change anything its a desperate move to make him/her suffer like you did.

it was never right to hurt that someone just because you are in pained.

if you feel like the emotions are overflowing in your mind, emotionally, physically and mentally, then i suggest you talk to your parents and if you can't tell them then talk to someone you trust, don't get yourself depressed. free yourself to talk to lessen the emotions you feel.

in that way im telling you will feel better.

And if you move on how will you recognize?

Simply when you are not thinking him/her so much anymore like you did before.

You feel nothing when you think or see him/her.

you do what makes you happy.

you love yourself more.

And when you know how to handle yourself better when you want to love again.

THANK YOU FOR READING I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH MUAH.