~~~ Jessica's POV ~~~
"Mmm..." I moaned with pleasure as Benedict kissed me forcefully. We were tangled together onto my couch, lips and bodies pressed closely together, leaving no gap between us. I trailed my slender fingers down Benedict's chest, smirking when he stiffened under my touch. We were currently at my house since Kristle's not at home and we obviously can't go to Benedict's house because of a certain woman named Delia...
I unconsciously clenched my fist. If only she didn't met Benedict first and catch his heart first. If it was I who met him first, we would probably have six children now and able to do whatever we want, whenever we want. We definitely do not have to sneak around to steal a few kisses, always looking over our shoulders.
Ah, but you still wanted him even through you knew what would happen, Jessica. Angel Jessica pointed out, a smirk shown clearly on her face and I sighed heavily. It was true and no matter how much I want to wipe that smirk off her face, I knew without a doubt that Angel Jessica was correct. I knew of the fact that I can't meet Benedict anytime I want nor kiss him in public, declaring to the world that Benedict belonged to me and I to him. There was always the off chance that Delia was passing by or one of their friends noticing us and telling Delia. Nothing in this world is secret.
I knew that my place in his heart would always be after Delia since I was, of course, the so-called mistress, the second woman. His heart can't be mine fully. His heart was already kept under lock and key with Delia and I can't smuggle it out. Argh. Life is just so damn unfair. I groaned into Benedict's mouth and he pulled apart, asking curiously, "What's wrong, Jessica?"
"Nothing's wrong, Benedict." I smiled angelically at him even through my mind was thinking,Of course, something's wrong, Benedict! We are now hiding away in my house, unable to go somewhere public, and hoping desperately that neither Kristle nor Delia finds out that weare having a affair or there would be a World War Three! Of course, I didn't say that out aloud. Benedict's lust for me might be surprisingly strong but I doubt that he would withstand my outbrust. Instead, I planted a kiss on his lips, silencing any other questions from Benedict.
However, Benedict gently pushed me away and arranged us into a proper sitting position. I looked at him curiously but he didn't response. He touched my cheek, caressing it gently and leaned forward, decreasing the gap between us. "What's wrong, Jessica?" Benedict repeated his previous question but this time, his voice was low and full of lust. His hot breath lingered on my lips, not quite touching me yet not quite not touching me.
A small moan escaped from my lips and I shut my mouth immediately, not wanting a second repetition. A pale pink flush covered my cheeks and Benedict leaned in closer. "Tell me the truth, Jessica." The way he was asking was so tempting, making me very hard to resist but I was damn stubborn. "That..." My breath caught and I took a deep breath before speaking in my normal, professional voice, "That is the truth, Benedict."
"Really? Because it doesn't seem like the truth, Jessica." Benedict mused and leaned away from me and I had to bit my lip desperately, or else a small squeal of disappointment woud have surfaced. That would definitely spoil my persona of a independent woman. But I wouldn't let it surface because --- well, I do have a reputation to retain.
"If you don't tell me the truth, Jessica, I would ignore you for the rest of the night." Benedict declared, his stubbornness showing. "What? You wouldn't." I commented, though I thought,Would he? "Yes, I will and I'll start now." Benedict proclaimed and turned his back to me, facing the other way.
I was dumbfounded. He really did ignored me. "Benedict." I called out his name but he ignored me. Fine! Ignore me all you want! I don't care. I told myself, turning to the opposite direction.
A pair of strong arms wrapped itself around my tiny waist and I almost gasped out aloud but luckily, I kept myself in check. "I thought you said you're ignoring me?" I teased him playfully as Benedict pecked me on the cheek. "I couldn't resist you, Jess." Benedict moaned, and as if to prove his point, he joined his lips with mine.
It was just a kiss yet it could aflamed me. A single touch from Benedict could sent jolts of electricity throughout my body and I yearned for his touch. I arched my back up, feeling more of him, and moaned into Benedict's mouth. My fingers sneaked to the edge of his shirt and I slowly tried to pull it up when and Benedict's hand touched mine.
It was nothing much. Just a slight touch but I knew that it meant something more. I pulled back from Benedict's lips, his eyes staring into mine without an expression. Grudgingly, I released his shirt from my grip. I sighed heavily, thinking back. We had made an agreement on how far we would actually go. Kissing and hugging is allowed but other than that? Benedict isn't willing to betray Delia that way. It seemed a bit too much but as far as I am concerned, I really don't care. We're already cheating on her by having an affair. Must we actually care how far we go?
"You know the rules, Jess." Benedict reminded me subtly and I forced a smile, answering. "Of course I do, Benedict. We obviously wouldn't betray Delia that way." Benedict's earbrows mushed together as his brain processed my sarcasm. It wasn't hard at all. My tone was practically dripping with sarcasm.
"Jessica..." Benedict started to say but I interrupted him, mid way. "Forget it. Let's just return to where we were before, okay?" I really wanted to forget everything that just happen and just returned to the feeling of being loved.
"Alright, Jessica." Benedict compromised me and he gave me a quick kiss on the lips which quickly led to a heavy make-out session. Even though, Benedict's kisses alighted me, I still couldn't help but think, What's going to happen after the wedding?
~~~ Author's Note ~~~
Hello, everyone. Yeah, sorry for my late and short update, I was rather busy this fewdays (seven stories to update, not including this one... Brain overload!!!) and there's still school and homework...
ARGH!!! >_<
Anyway, vomment!
P.S Who's your favourite character and author so far? ^^
Lots of love, G
