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prologue

And I remember everything.

Everything I loved,

I gave it away like it wasn't enough.

Soft breathing was heard above him as the moonlight glistened in his boyfriend's room. The warmth of his body calmed him,but also saddened him as he knew it would be the last night he would get to do this. Guilt pierced his stomach as the digital clock switch to 12:00AM. it would be only ten hours till he would leave.

Leaving The ones he cared about,his friends and his boyfriend. Salty tears threatened to escape his eyes,but he squeezed them shut before burying his face into the chest of the man who laid next to him. A small grunt was heard shortly afterwards,and the young man felt a strong arm wrap around him.

With clear hesitation,he looked up slowly,his silver and red eyes wet with tears.

"Are you ok my love?" a hush voice asked,drowsy with slumber.

His hollow black eyes shone with worry,as he brushed away a strand of caramel brown hair out of his lover's heterochromia eyes.

"I-I uh..I had a nightmare..." the smaller man lied,whipping his eyes. "Do want to talk about it?" "I-I forgot what it was about" The older man sighed and held the smaller one close to his chest,in an attempt to calm him down and to help him back to sleep.

After a few minutes he fell back asleep and his arms went limp. A small buzz was heard,and the Norwegian slipped his hand under the pillow and pulled out his phone. There was a new message,it was from one of his fathers. We'll be waiting for you at noon sharp,don't be late. Sighing,he texted back before putting it away.

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His eyes fluttered open to the dim light that was peeking through the black curtains. It was around six am,only six hours till he had to be there. Careful not wake up His boyfriend,slowly and quietly he snaked out of the covers and placed tomee bear in his old spot.The black eyed man held the plushie close to him before relaxing himself. And then he slipped out of the room.

Faint scratching was heard,and the Norwegian arched an eyebrow as he saw Ringo clawing at his owners doorframe. The gray tabby stopped once he saw him,and mewed.

The man chuckled, "Whatcha doing silly kitty?"

The cat mewed again as he looked at the door before looking at the Norwegian. He lifted up his paw and gently scratched on the door and meowed again. His big green eyes stared back at the heterochromia red and silver ones.

The man sighed, "you want to go into edds room right?"

The cat meowed hopefully as he was picked up into the red hooded arms. After nuzzling his face into the tom's silky grey fur,he quietly opened the door and gently placed the cat inside before closing the door again.

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"I can't believe that tord is actually leaving"

"Wait what?!"

The brunette looked behind himself to see the eyeless man stare down at him with confusion and shock. Just in front of them was a red car with its hood open with a few bags inside of it,suddenly a door open and Matt walked out of the house with tords following behind,pulling a suitcase with him.

He walked past his blue hoodied boyfriend like he wasn't there and stuffed the suitcase in the trunk before slamming it down. His hands were still planted on the red car,his hung down in shame mixed with fear and guilt. After a few heartbeats,he lifted up his head and faked a smile.